rylee

I'm discouraged today...I was sitting in school and thinking about what a crock of shit it is. I mean, i'm down for not doing the whole stripping thing for the rest of my life, but I also don't understand why i'm paying ten grand to go to school and get a job that is only going to pay nine an hour...people that work at wendy's make eight...
I also don't understand why it is that the person who told me how great the school was,didn't tell me that all the externs are having problems getting placed, or even hired after we graduate because our school has such a bad wrap..
I don't want to settle.
I don't want to waste my life doing something that's half assed when I know that once I found my nitch (is that a word?) I could do it 100%...I guess I just gotta figure out a way to do whatever that is.

On a happier note, my tattoo artist wants to do a peice on my leg and enter me in the convention coming up on the 7-8 of april in phenoix. But the thing is, is that i never thought about getting my leg done...And what he specializes in, isn't really my 'style' ya know? He wants realisum, I want....Darkchylde.
Yeah she's hot...

any ideas would be very much appreciated