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My life has become pleasantly surreal. In the past few weeks I've gotten grades in school, had the love of my life returned to me, and found out our kitty
Pyki is pregnant once again.

For those of you who read my blogs regularly you should remember my exboyfriend who i wrote about endlessly over the summer. Jared came back home for Christmas,
and as always I expected him and I to flirt and be our silly selves. I was dating someone who treated me like a princess though, and had planned on resisting
our incredibly chemistry, trying to keep it just friends for once. Inevitably, i ended up leaving David for Jared. Maybe the third time is a charm, I thought.
Indeed it was. It's like he's a completely different person. And i dont mean that in a bad way, sometimes change is good. When we first started seeing each other
years ago (that transition from friends to dating...) it was rocky. We fell in love in Jamaica and came home to surprise all of our friends who had been even
betting on us getting together on the trip. Things were great, and then not so great. He wouldn't call me his girlfriend (which was fine because I'm nota big
relationship person although the feelings I had for him surpassed that of any normal dating situation) and our playful banter was filling our time together.
never sweet words, never romantic kisses...we barely even kissed when we had sex. This has all changed and I can't believe the things I'm hearing come
out of his mouth. Jared, who never puts himself out there like that, was begging me to be with him again. He whispers sweet nothings into my ear and almost
never lets go of me. He's a sports fanatic and bets on games almost every day, this being said i took it as a huuuuge compliment that he spent every night with me
instead of watching the college bowl games. To top it off, we spent new years eve together for the 3rd year in a row, and this time at midnight he gave me
the sweetest kiss and told me he loved me, then we watched the Notebook (his choice). I'm not one for chick flicks but i really love that movie, and it reminds
me of us, and apparently does the same for him....
It's just so incredible to me to be experiencing this being the skeptic of love that I am. The only boy I've ever wanted to fall for was him and now its
actually happening, and we're together. He speaks of us getting married and spending our lives together....normally i'd be running for my life with words such as
these but when I hear it from him my heart flutters so much i feel its going to burst out of my chest. I am in a state of bliss I never thought I'd find...
I just thought I'd share that all with you guys


In any event! Monday night is Suicide Girl's night at the Green Turtle in Germantown, MD! A ton of ladies are showing up to hang out and booze at the bar, Audiostrobelight
is playing live tunes, and staff sent over some SG prizes to give away So come on down and get drunk with the hottest ladies on the east coast

Thats all I've really got for you for now...I'll leave you with some pretty pictures from my last photoshoot with Tortured Artist Photography from when I was
a blondie....

be good kiddies xoxoxoxo