rye8

vacation was dull and boring. i spent way to much money on booze. i seriously drank, and drank heavy every night of the week. i blew a ton of money on food and stupid shit.

ive been in somewhat of a funk lately. i really cannot pin point it at all. i'd like to say it is over girls. but id be lying. it is not that i dont have a girlfriend, its just well, i feel im at that age where i am "looking" for that right person. i shouldnt do that though because that closes out a lot of people. there are 3 girls i have hung out with lately. all which are really awesome. nothing more than just hanging out havin a beer or meetin up at a show. no kissing. no physical attraction sorta things, just good old hanging out. which is the way it should be. i always seem to jump into things way to fast with girls. ugh anyways.. enough depressing shit.

i went and saw Kylesa on sunday night. i think that was the highlight of my vacation. kind of a last hurrah for the week. it was amazing and im pretty fucking deaf still.

this morning i returned to work and felt so out of shape. then something hit me and i got really woozy and went out side and threw up 5 or 6 times. and ive had that throw up burning sensation in my throat all day long now

its tv time with the 2 cats.
good night.