rye8

im kinda torn right now.
so today whilst browsing the internets.... Jill IMed me.
i havent talked to her in forever. mainly because she was dating some dude whom i didnt like all that much, and well we kinda just didnt tralk once she sold the record store... anyways...

she IMed me out of the blue. asked me to go to the 18 Visions show with her.
i only went because Misery Signals fucking rules. well, that and i love Jill to death and havent hung out with her in ages.

We caught up on some old times. drank a few beers. and watched some shitty ass bands.
i often wonder why i go to shows anymore. shit aint worth it.

anyways..i still have this huge crush on Jill. and have had one for about 5 years.
and tonight rekindled my crush. she is soo fucking amazingly hot and awesome. and well single now
but i dont thinki could ever gain the courage to persue things with her.
and this bums me out.
















ps. 8 24oz PBR's down and i wicked drunk