Here in Kentucky it's about 75 degrees and super sunny. This is the first really beautiful day that we've had in months and here i am stuck inside, at work no less. (I've been scarce around here lately and for that I apologise, same old same old excuse I know...)
Work has been keeping me busy. I've been working full time here for about three weeks, ten hour days... and when I get home at eleven I'm usually exhausted. I can't usually fall asleep until around two or so, so my mornings have been wasted lately by sleeping in until time for work. I live here. So as usual there's not alot of left over time for me, my relationship or for work on the house which desperately needs to be done. And I've been changing alot. (more on that later)
Learning to tattoo was something that I thought would be hard but I had no real idea actually how hard it would be. Mentally difficult to be exact. Some days I feel so good about myself. And then there are the rest of the days... The days when nothing really goes right and you just want to throw in the towel and walk away. I guess it's a little like growing pains, you've got to go through this terrible growth and learning period before it will all just fall into place. I've been told by the guys that i work with that it's a little unsettling. One day you'll just wake up and things will be easier.
So I've been working full time here for about three weeks, ten hour days... and when I get home at eleven I'm usually exhausted. I can't usually fall asleep until around two or so, so my mornings have been wasted lately by sleeping in until time for work.
But, tomorrow is my day off and I hope to change some of these things that are driving me crazy. Like the fact that I still don't have curtians for my living room and I really need to vaccum my bedroom. 
Wish me luck, I'll need it.
Oh, and now on to the really big change. I'm not sure if all of you caught it on my last journal but I am now an expecting woman. Expecting that in just a matter of months my whole world will change. As of right now, my new little life is about the size of a couple of jelly beans. A little less than an inch long to be exact. I'm just barely beginning to show, 'pudge' is what i like to call it.
I'll post some pictures as soon as I'm not too exhausted to do it. And I guess that the baby helps with that too.
Maybe you all will forgive me. Pretty, Pretty Please.
S_Eldorado: I also just wanted to let you know that I've been keeping you and yours in my thoughts. Sometime I think that there is some pretty powerful energy in positive thinking.
Well, I wish you all the best and until next time!
XOXOX
~Rye
Work has been keeping me busy. I've been working full time here for about three weeks, ten hour days... and when I get home at eleven I'm usually exhausted. I can't usually fall asleep until around two or so, so my mornings have been wasted lately by sleeping in until time for work. I live here. So as usual there's not alot of left over time for me, my relationship or for work on the house which desperately needs to be done. And I've been changing alot. (more on that later)
Learning to tattoo was something that I thought would be hard but I had no real idea actually how hard it would be. Mentally difficult to be exact. Some days I feel so good about myself. And then there are the rest of the days... The days when nothing really goes right and you just want to throw in the towel and walk away. I guess it's a little like growing pains, you've got to go through this terrible growth and learning period before it will all just fall into place. I've been told by the guys that i work with that it's a little unsettling. One day you'll just wake up and things will be easier.
So I've been working full time here for about three weeks, ten hour days... and when I get home at eleven I'm usually exhausted. I can't usually fall asleep until around two or so, so my mornings have been wasted lately by sleeping in until time for work.
But, tomorrow is my day off and I hope to change some of these things that are driving me crazy. Like the fact that I still don't have curtians for my living room and I really need to vaccum my bedroom. Wish me luck, I'll need it.
Oh, and now on to the really big change. I'm not sure if all of you caught it on my last journal but I am now an expecting woman. Expecting that in just a matter of months my whole world will change. As of right now, my new little life is about the size of a couple of jelly beans. A little less than an inch long to be exact. I'm just barely beginning to show, 'pudge' is what i like to call it.
I'll post some pictures as soon as I'm not too exhausted to do it. And I guess that the baby helps with that too.
Maybe you all will forgive me. Pretty, Pretty Please.
S_Eldorado: I also just wanted to let you know that I've been keeping you and yours in my thoughts. Sometime I think that there is some pretty powerful energy in positive thinking.
Well, I wish you all the best and until next time!
XOXOX
~Rye
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About your learning to tattoo, when you say that there are days with and days without (as we say in frnech), i know exactly what you mean. I'm at university to study becoming a teacher and there are days when you succeed to do what is asked but when you fail, it's like you're getting depressed and that there is a kind of spiral that brings you all the more to failure. But keep in mind the things you did well, they're motivating!
And again, congratulations for the good news!