Happy Friday loves!
I am excited for two things... I have a shoot this morning and I am always happiest when I get to create. It was supposed to be a same sex couples boudoir shoot but my partner had some kid stuff come up. Alas. I'm still excited to see what we can come up with.
More importantly I have a date 😱. Honestly I'm excited and nervous and ugh... Listen: after my divorce I absolutely indulged in a full blown hoe phase. If you were within 15 miles of me there's a chance you caught wind of the pheromones I was throwing out aaand sorry/not sorry 🤷🏻♀️. My marriage was so full of neglect that after I just needed a minute to remember I was alive, right? To realign myself in my body. But once I did that, I got back to a place where I remembered that sex without connection (for me... Just speaking for me here) is like unseasoned food. That being said, sex WITH connection, is like when you get the blend juuuust right. Like I'm drooling just thinking about it, yeah?
So I'm nervous. Because I've actually been single (like completely, no sex single) since December) and I don't want to misread anything or even jump into anything bc fuck I crave being touched so bad at this point 😔
Anyway I'll let you know how it goes. Enjoy your day 💋💋
