I loss all hope of me being in a relationship, it hasn't happened yet and i'm not expecting one happening any time soon. My closest thing to any sort of relationship would be with my best friend, who i ended up falling in love with her. how DORK am I? Once, When she was really upset with her at the time boyfriend she called me at like 1am, she started crying and said she needed some air for like 15mins. During that time I rushed over to the store and bought her favorite chocolate bar (mint Aero) and rushed to give it to as she was walking outside (we don't live that close together). I thoght this was the most romantic thing i ever did and she just shrugged it off. I've done even more stuff to make her happy and now for some reason she's not talking to me.
I think this journal may be getting a little to personal so i'll stop...for now.
I think this journal may be getting a little to personal so i'll stop...for now.
stendec:
You may be doing too much. It's a hard break, but if she doesn't have feelings for you, giving her too much attention will only dirve her away. If your friendship really means something to you, give her space. She knows how you feel.