ryanbarbee

Check out my friend Bori's new clothing line.

http://www.maskedclothing.com/

It's AMAZING! I love it all and you should too!

I absolutely HATE my job. 3 years there, no raise, no promotion, I get called in on my days off, I do EVERYTHING there and i STILL get treated like shit.

Its bullshit. Anyone know anywhere thats hiring? I have to get out of there.

Fuck this shit.

I'm changing my life. I hurt somebody I truly cared about all because I wanted sex. I have a problem. Its all I think about. Its terrible. I just want my life back to normal. As of today Im changing. Ive unjoined these sex groups on here. Ive blocked porn sites, put parental controls on etc etc. This is terrible. I feel like shit. I...
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Have you ever liked someone so much that when you lost them you just wanted to curl up in a ball and sleep and not wake up? Yeah thats how i feel.

I hate the feeling. She was perfect. The distance is what killed it. As long as shes happy, I'll be happy.

I miss you Amanda <3

I was finally happy. I finally found someone perfect. I knew it was too good to be true. I cried for the first time last night in years. I want what's best for her. I want her to be happy. If she is happy than I'll cope. I just hate this distance.

I'm trying to be happy...

I wish distance didn't suck.

Goals For 2010!!

1. See my baby as much as possible.
2. Lose the extra weight.
3 Get my tattoos finished.
4. Start my apprentcieship.
5. Move outta my parents house.
6. Be healthier.
7. Stop being all about sex (even though we all love it)
8. Actually finish my EP.
9. SAVE MONEY.
10. Meet new people.
11. Atop being so shy.
12. Get...
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She's amazing. She's gorgeous. She's sexy. She makes me smile. She's my girlfriend.

The distance sucks but it'll work. So far it's working. I cannot wait to see her. To be with her. It's amazing how fast we connected. She's perfect.

And she's mine