ryanbarbee

I'm changing my life. I hurt somebody I truly cared about all because I wanted sex. I have a problem. Its all I think about. Its terrible. I just want my life back to normal. As of today Im changing. Ive unjoined these sex groups on here. Ive blocked porn sites, put parental controls on etc etc. This is terrible. I feel like shit. I...
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Have you ever liked someone so much that when you lost them you just wanted to curl up in a ball and sleep and not wake up? Yeah thats how i feel.

I hate the feeling. She was perfect. The distance is what killed it. As long as shes happy, I'll be happy.

I miss you Amanda <3

I was finally happy. I finally found someone perfect. I knew it was too good to be true. I cried for the first time last night in years. I want what's best for her. I want her to be happy. If she is happy than I'll cope. I just hate this distance.

I'm trying to be happy...

I wish distance didn't suck.

Goals For 2010!!

1. See my baby as much as possible.
2. Lose the extra weight.
3 Get my tattoos finished.
4. Start my apprentcieship.
5. Move outta my parents house.
6. Be healthier.
7. Stop being all about sex (even though we all love it)
8. Actually finish my EP.
9. SAVE MONEY.
10. Meet new people.
11. Atop being so shy.
12. Get...
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She's amazing. She's gorgeous. She's sexy. She makes me smile. She's my girlfriend.

The distance sucks but it'll work. So far it's working. I cannot wait to see her. To be with her. It's amazing how fast we connected. She's perfect.

And she's mine

Random Thoughts.

I want to meet a Shaman. I wanna know his thoughts on life and religon and anything else on his/her mind. I was never brought up with religon as a child. My parents never wanted to go to church. They never wanted to mess with the whole God thing. I myself believe in God and I believe in his work. Well what little...
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Hi guys. So I've been thinking a lot lately and i think im ready to settle down. I wanna meet a good girl. Someone who wants what I want. Im trying to save up for my own place. It's in the process.

I'm tired of being single and being fucked over and treated like dirt. Thats what all of my past relationships have been. I...
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Hi! I hope everyones having a good holiday!

Im soooo nervous! Im getting my first tattoos Tuesday. Im getting anchors on both my feet.
Im really nervous. Everyone tells me that the feet hurt. Do they really? Any advice?

Ill post some pictures when its all done. Let me know how everyones holiday was!