Lastnight = DEFTONES @ webster hall, nyc
Brian + Mike went in for will call to get the tickets, and the jerks that worked at webster hall wouldn't let me go in with them, or stand anywhere near the door so they can see me when they come out. so i walked across the street and called Antonio. He saw me and waved me over. cutting lines rocks. i only spoke with him for 2 min before Brian called me asking me where i was. So i was on the lookout for them as Antonio was talking to this kid Jay. Anyway Brian was a few feet behind us (me, antonio, jay + john), for whatever reason him and mike were afraid to squeeze in the crowd over to us. so i left that crew and waited on line with brian. directly behind us was this kid Artie. yeeeeeeeah, fucking wonderful. Artie is the kid who raped me 3 summers ago. i thought i was gonna vomit all over myself, JUST FROM SEEING HIM. He even had the balls to say hi to me.
so at this point i was upset at seeing him. and upset and not getting to chill with antonio + john cos i havent seen him since march!
So once we got to the door they made us get on another line (cos bri and mike are 20, not 21). so we waited on that line for another 45 min. by the time we got inside we were soaked cos it was fucking raining.
we walked up the stairs and into a room full of people.
2 words.
FOG MACHINE.
over-fucking-use of the fog machine.
and where we got stuck standing was the spot all the fog was comming down onto. needless to say i couldn't breathe. my lungs got really tight. and i didn't stop coughing the ENTIRE night. so 9:30 the deftones FINALLY come on. about 45 seconds into My Own Summer some kid knocks me backwards and i fly into someone who had beer in their hand....HAD beer in their hand, cos after that it was all over my back. :cries:
the deftones played a great set. and were tighter than anytime i've ever seen them (and i've seen them many many times).
but due to the fact that i'm an emotional MESS right now there was about 7 or 8 times where i was just standing there not paying attention to the music and just thinking..and almost started to cry.
then they busted into "clint eastwood" by the gorillaz, which made me smile.
thank you chino
we wound up leaving before their set was even over...
i think we bounced at 10:45. i couldn't breathe.
i was on the floor holding my chest and figured it would be best to get the fuck out of there.
as we were walking towards the car, Brian told me he hit Artie for me while they were in the pit.
hehe. i love my boys.
anyways i'm still upset over the fact that my fucking "best friend" is avoiding me.
i'm also upset over something someone said to me yesterday at work:
"why do you make friends with all these people who don't give a fuck about you" and then proceeded to rant about my sister fucking me over endless amounts of times.
blaaaaaaaaaah.
its true. i used to have great friends.
now i have people that i'd do anything for, and in turn i get walked over/ignored/ditched/fuct.
WANTED:
NEW, COOL, CARING FRIENDS.
APPLY WITHIN.
Brian + Mike went in for will call to get the tickets, and the jerks that worked at webster hall wouldn't let me go in with them, or stand anywhere near the door so they can see me when they come out. so i walked across the street and called Antonio. He saw me and waved me over. cutting lines rocks. i only spoke with him for 2 min before Brian called me asking me where i was. So i was on the lookout for them as Antonio was talking to this kid Jay. Anyway Brian was a few feet behind us (me, antonio, jay + john), for whatever reason him and mike were afraid to squeeze in the crowd over to us. so i left that crew and waited on line with brian. directly behind us was this kid Artie. yeeeeeeeah, fucking wonderful. Artie is the kid who raped me 3 summers ago. i thought i was gonna vomit all over myself, JUST FROM SEEING HIM. He even had the balls to say hi to me.
so at this point i was upset at seeing him. and upset and not getting to chill with antonio + john cos i havent seen him since march!
So once we got to the door they made us get on another line (cos bri and mike are 20, not 21). so we waited on that line for another 45 min. by the time we got inside we were soaked cos it was fucking raining.
we walked up the stairs and into a room full of people.
2 words.
FOG MACHINE.
over-fucking-use of the fog machine.
and where we got stuck standing was the spot all the fog was comming down onto. needless to say i couldn't breathe. my lungs got really tight. and i didn't stop coughing the ENTIRE night. so 9:30 the deftones FINALLY come on. about 45 seconds into My Own Summer some kid knocks me backwards and i fly into someone who had beer in their hand....HAD beer in their hand, cos after that it was all over my back. :cries:
the deftones played a great set. and were tighter than anytime i've ever seen them (and i've seen them many many times).
but due to the fact that i'm an emotional MESS right now there was about 7 or 8 times where i was just standing there not paying attention to the music and just thinking..and almost started to cry.
then they busted into "clint eastwood" by the gorillaz, which made me smile.
thank you chino
we wound up leaving before their set was even over...
i think we bounced at 10:45. i couldn't breathe.
i was on the floor holding my chest and figured it would be best to get the fuck out of there.
as we were walking towards the car, Brian told me he hit Artie for me while they were in the pit.
hehe. i love my boys.
anyways i'm still upset over the fact that my fucking "best friend" is avoiding me.
i'm also upset over something someone said to me yesterday at work:
"why do you make friends with all these people who don't give a fuck about you" and then proceeded to rant about my sister fucking me over endless amounts of times.
blaaaaaaaaaah.
its true. i used to have great friends.
now i have people that i'd do anything for, and in turn i get walked over/ignored/ditched/fuct.
WANTED:
NEW, COOL, CARING FRIENDS.
APPLY WITHIN.
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i'm going back down there in a few weeks with some friends to check out the sex museum and a few other things... that should be fun.
ps-Ill add you as my friend anytime. I could use them.