rxqueen

oh how i thrice.
the past few days have been full of their fair share of ups and downs. this is still eating away at me...

the other day i got into a supid fight with dirk. and i'm not sure if we're on speaking terms or not cos neither one of us has called eachother. you know. it wasn't even really a fight. i was upset about becca and i need to talk to someone, but i guess he had his own shit going on and he didn't wanna talk. so i got upset. then angry...and you wouldn't like me when i'm angry.

then i went shopping. shimmied on over to victoria's secret. i hate that store. mostly cos they have cute bras but only go up to a C cup. i'm 36-d / dd. (and of course they have a few in my size but they're all ugly)
so last night in victoria's secret i publicly announced that i hate having big boobs. even tho thats not entirely true.

as far as the ups go, i'd list my main reason for being happy/excited but i'm afraid to jinx it. wish me luck anyway!

eh i don't know.
im gonna go take a shower and think of MAYBE calling Dirk to apologize. i love that son of a bitch. and i'm sick of losing friends.