Ok. This has to go somewhere cos its too pathetic for me to keep it all to myself. This is the tard who was living with me last year. HE is the reason i didn't see Stormy last year. Cos he stole a good amount of $ from me. Anyway, after i got this email I IMed the address from which it came. It wasn't him, but one of his "friends" who asked me 'don't you two have a kid together?" So he told him we got MARRIED and have a kid!! BAHAHAHA! Jeebus! ANyway, here is the letter...
well i hope i don't owe you anything cause if i do i wanna make amends, if not its dropped. listen i know this sounds like some broken record shit you've heard with me, but please just bare with me for a second. to you im sure i seem like some crazy, pyschotic, sceevy stoner, dumb ass mother fucker.... well your partially right, all except for the pyschotic one. The reason i;ve been trying so hard too get you too talk too me is not because im some sort of pyscho stalker dude, rather, im just letting myself be controlled by some pulse beating brain wave that still makes me think of you, or a feeling thats left over from what i once felt, or perhaps its a guilty conscious weighing down on me for the way i hurt you. Whatever the feeling is it deals with you, beleive it or not, out of all the people i've met, all the places i've been, all the things i've done, nothing had a bigger impact on me than you. It kills me, one time i had you and every care i ever had, every worry, just faded away, no drug, no person ever made me feel that. Now all i have is hazy memories, and faded pictures. You were my first true love, and i don't care that you don't care, but i want you too know that. After we stopped talking i thought i would eventually forget you, well fuck me running i was wrong there. I just wanna say that this skinny, long haired, foul-mouthed, kurt cobain wannabe mother fucker is trully sorry, sorry for taking something beautiful, and destroying it, sorry for wasting all your time, sorry for not being grown up enough too act more in a more civil/rational manner. most of all sorry for leaving you that day, biggest mistake of my life. Natalie, as much as you hate too hear this, I LOVE YOU i love you more than you'll ever understand, more than i'll understand. I would give anything in the world too hear your voice one more time, or just see your beautiful eyes again, or for you too just be my friend, god how i miss you. "i'll let go now". I don't want too, but there's nothing more i can say or do, it sucks being a loser...
Oh...... by the way remember that time you walked in on me and i was spanking my monkey, so in a moment of instinct i tried too pull the covers over me, but my thigh was sticking out, so you could tell what i was doing,i don't know why, but that was the funniest and most awakward moment of my life, im glad you got too share it with me.
goodbye thank you for everything you gave too me and the lesson you taught me
"George" or it was, changed my name in june, its chris now, but, like it matters
"things have never been so swell, i have never failed too fail, Pain" Lame nirvana quote, but it fits nicely
well i hope i don't owe you anything cause if i do i wanna make amends, if not its dropped. listen i know this sounds like some broken record shit you've heard with me, but please just bare with me for a second. to you im sure i seem like some crazy, pyschotic, sceevy stoner, dumb ass mother fucker.... well your partially right, all except for the pyschotic one. The reason i;ve been trying so hard too get you too talk too me is not because im some sort of pyscho stalker dude, rather, im just letting myself be controlled by some pulse beating brain wave that still makes me think of you, or a feeling thats left over from what i once felt, or perhaps its a guilty conscious weighing down on me for the way i hurt you. Whatever the feeling is it deals with you, beleive it or not, out of all the people i've met, all the places i've been, all the things i've done, nothing had a bigger impact on me than you. It kills me, one time i had you and every care i ever had, every worry, just faded away, no drug, no person ever made me feel that. Now all i have is hazy memories, and faded pictures. You were my first true love, and i don't care that you don't care, but i want you too know that. After we stopped talking i thought i would eventually forget you, well fuck me running i was wrong there. I just wanna say that this skinny, long haired, foul-mouthed, kurt cobain wannabe mother fucker is trully sorry, sorry for taking something beautiful, and destroying it, sorry for wasting all your time, sorry for not being grown up enough too act more in a more civil/rational manner. most of all sorry for leaving you that day, biggest mistake of my life. Natalie, as much as you hate too hear this, I LOVE YOU i love you more than you'll ever understand, more than i'll understand. I would give anything in the world too hear your voice one more time, or just see your beautiful eyes again, or for you too just be my friend, god how i miss you. "i'll let go now". I don't want too, but there's nothing more i can say or do, it sucks being a loser...
Oh...... by the way remember that time you walked in on me and i was spanking my monkey, so in a moment of instinct i tried too pull the covers over me, but my thigh was sticking out, so you could tell what i was doing,i don't know why, but that was the funniest and most awakward moment of my life, im glad you got too share it with me.
goodbye thank you for everything you gave too me and the lesson you taught me
"George" or it was, changed my name in june, its chris now, but, like it matters
"things have never been so swell, i have never failed too fail, Pain" Lame nirvana quote, but it fits nicely
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i sure hope this guys doesn't have an sg account!
xoxo