rxqueen

i think my mind is in the process of collapsing into itself.
Last night was horrible and the whole thing got me mad, and then very upset.
Then this morning i woke up in tears.
I had this dream that Keith died (keith is my ex we were together on and off for 4 years). I dont know why it got me so upset. In the dream he gave me this thing that was very very important to him and i was kinda weirded out by it cos i was suprised he didn't give it to the girl hes with now. not to mention half of this dream took place in a supermarket.
I dont know just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

Anyway i'd like to apologize to anyone who talked to me last night. When im upset i tend to detach myself and get all weird and stupid. so i'm sorry if i came off like a jerk to anyone.

meh. i think i need a hardcore hug.
"when i hear yr voice i open my eyes and pray that you've found me. but here i am all alone - and all i know is this revelation..." ~ morgan storm