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I dont know what it is.
Maybe my disorder is catching back up with me, but something seems...different. That confidence i had is fleeting. I'm sorta feeling indifferent to how this year will be. Maybe its because the time is nearing that of last year when life decided to push me down a few flights of stairs blackeyed

i think im in need of a new...
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jax:
Hmm I dont got any gummy bears but heres some love kiss kiss kiss
tori:
the band is molotov cocktail. and if you don't know why they suck.. then consider yourself lucky... they're not the worst band- don't worry i dated the guy who played for the worst band last year... but they still suck! but yeah. girl's night out sounds awesome. so does job hunting. i'm so all over all of this! love kiss love
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[mscl quote removed]

//edit:
i had no idea so many people wanted to see my boobies. (see: thread).
I feel so..uh...loved? wink

//edit 2:
to my bestest friend:
how does it feel driving around with only three hubcaps?!? eeek
BLASPHEMY!

//edit3:
STORMY HAS A NEW SET UP!
EVERYONE GO LOOK AND LEAVE HER LOVE. love love love
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trucker_fiction:
chi-town is mostly better than NYC because I know where all the good places to go are, and my friends are there.... also, you gotta love driving on Lake Shore Drive on a summer morning when the sun is coming up, no one else on the road.... but i'm sure if i moved out to NYC it would grow on me... i love visiting there
runelateralus:
"i had no idea so many people wanted to see my boobies.
I feel so..uh...loved?"

Now you can use the line "Hail to the Queen, baby!" Well, you can use it again if you haven't. I mean, I don't know that you ever used it before. Jesus, I need to come up with something more clever.
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I have return-ed!
I won't type out my new years, just know that the last few days have been nothing short of amazing. I honestly think 2004 is going to be different.
Better, even. biggrin i hope i didn't just jinx myself.




surreal
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actuallynotyou:
Good for you, new years is always a tricky holiday, could go either way.
that is all
robscarlett:
Welcome back!! I misssed you! *beam* biggrin I'm glad you had such an amazing time and I hope it only get's better. *hug*
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so yesterday i helped move a piano and now i think i'm broken. lame, huh?

there are alot of things i feel like writing.
things i need to get out in order to stop thinking about. you know...the kind of stuff you feel is too lame to call up one of yr friends about. that kinda stuff.
at the same time, i dont feel like...
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angelfuck13:
Stretch! You'll feel better!
alisa:
oh YAY YAY YAY i finally got to your comment on my thread!!!! love love i was so looking for this comment. i remember when we first met. it was like we clicked right away. it was right after i had gotten into a little tiff with another member and i was all mad and you came over to my journal and you were so cute. (even though back then i could only see your tits and the bottom of your face in that picture. biggrin) but you made me feel so much better. just like you always do when i'm feeling bad or just now when i'm feeling fantastic you come along with this:

HOTT DAMN WOMAN!
im so happy yr set finally went up
i lovvvve you, and i love yr set!


and make me feel 100xs better
kiss kiss kiss
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Can you look destiny in the eye without flinching?
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supernovice:
I do, regularly. You get used to it, but it's still intimidating.
recidivi5t:
nope, i flinch. i unconsciously find new and beautiful ways to self destruct. like falling on my face. it's a physical manifestation of a deeper, emotional, psycho-fart issue, because i'm crazy and scared. skull
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Everyone ready for new years?

I don't make resolutions. I change too much to be able to make a promise to myself at the beginning of the year and actually be able to keep it. or need to keep it. meh. i'm weird. leave me alone.

So, i've made these desktops for Stormy and one for Nadine.
LOOK at THEM
and use them cos they're...
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beledi:
ahahaha. we ukes love to party biggrin
freyja__:
yaaaaaay!!
so glad you finally made it out.
i hope to see you again real soon.
smile smile
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Well, my Christmas is off to a TERRIBLE start. and its only 2am...

Hope everyone else is doing alright.

//edit:
Listening to Mr Macky sing "Carol of the Bells" sorta cheered me up. I wasn't really sad, i was kinda angry maybe a litttttttle upset. I'm alright now.
Thanks for all the comments.
You guys are the awesomeness love love

My cousins are insane. Sorta gross. But...
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shojo:
Haha, I fell... twice. And my right elbow is bleeding. But I had fun!
franandzooey:
hehe. I should have asked first if it was your doggie.

I am interested in the Start, what style music do they play?

I checked out their website I may get their cd.
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Today is December 23rd. You know what that means, right? Its Christmas Eve EVE!
[edited to take all that junk out]
My mood is steadily improving. I've got a christmas tree smelling candle burning (cept its making me sneeze!) and am still attempting to make my new years plans happen. THEY WILL HAPPEN, DAMN IT!

ALSO:
I made a new IM name. Which i'm going...
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schoolgirl:
merry christmas, lovely lady! hope santa makes you happy and you smile all day! *hugs* love kiss kiss
shojo:
Marry me?
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TODAY WAS LIKE CHRISTMAS!!
well...almost.
i asked my mom if i got any mail while i was gone, so she sent me to the porch where i saw a nice big envelope from nitro records. inside was the rerelease of theSTARTS death via satellite complete with the video for the 1234, lots of double sided posters, flyers and stickers!
GO HERE NITRO AND BUY THE...
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fragile21:
I know how you feel. And you assumed right..I'm bipolar right with ya. I've been feeling some lows lately too. It's been awhile since I had a really good high. The highs are fun for awhile, I think, but then they start to freak me out. Sometimes when I get real depressed I try to ruin things that make me happy. I haven't ever really figured out why all that much. Do you take any medicine? Like Lithium? I don't take anything. As sad as it sounds I find that being bipolar fuels some creativity. At least that's what I tell myself anyway.

Well, don't get too sad because you gots to know that I luv ya. smile *HUGS* I hope that one is big enough. *HUGS* there's another just because.

And I DO know of another bf for ya. LoL. wink

Oh, and by the way I like the long posts so you don't have to apologize at all.

*HUGS* I'm here for ya. kiss love
kayla_:
holiday lovin JUST for me?

gah! i am so special *tickle*
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I'm back. biggrin
and i lack the ability breathe...or type for that matter.
I've got 3 new boyfriends blush
and chronic bronchitis, which i need an inhaler for. a real one. frown

thanks for the lovin' guys smile the comments were goooooooood stuff n made me smile. which i need cos i've been kinda depressed. i'm a mess.
and i have no idea whats going on.

nothing is what...
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supernovice:
3 boyfriends?

Maybe your bronchitis is actually mononucleosis.... whatever

Be careful out there... Lots of undesirables are about....
Welcome back! (here's another chance for you to contract a communicable disease-----> kiss ) Smooch!
fragile21:
YAY! I'm glad your back! You were gone far too long. wink

SO you got 3 boyfriends, huh? You want a 4th? lol!

*Hugs* I'm sorry you're depressed. I've been that way a lot lately. I think it's just the weather. I hope your bronchitis clears up soon. That's got to suck! My mom is a nurse, so maybe I can get her to steal an "real inhaler" for ya. smile

I hope everything gets better for you! kiss
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R.I.P
lynn
and
dobbs
12.11.98

today i move. i'm not bringing much.
just a backpack full of clothes. some cds, discman and a book. probably dangerous lives of alter boys. i haven't read that in a while. and house of leaves cos it'll take me much longer to read again.

i may not be on sg for a little while (i dunno). so leave me...
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superficial:
hi there. smile

miss you. love kiss

veganjihad:
where are you going yo.... leavin new york,,, why???
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I'm not that girl you dont wanna fuck with me, imma get more brutal than the NYPD...

theSTART have my back, and i love them for it. HUMAN IS THE BESTEST EVER!!!!!!! AND I LOVE HER LOTS! The fucktards comments are gone! well at least the last long, really bad one. and human is going to try to ban him if she remembers how biggrin

heres...
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sivadelfuego:
Holy shit, you have a motherfucking HUGE list of friends!

Sorry about this guy who won't lay off. I have never had to deal with such fucked-upness. Sometimes you have to be direct. Then, once you've told them to fuck themselves and explained that you will no longer be communicating with them, begin ignoring everything they send you.

If that fails, cut all ties you can possibly cut. Send anything that you're borrowing from them back to them, give them everything they are borrowing from you, change the phone numbers, addresses, stop talking on the same forums...

You shouldn't have to, yeah, that's right. But how bad do you want to get rid of the flesh eating virus? Enough to take your whole arm off?
trucker_fiction:
what if you don't want to do anything about it? it's dough.... many uses here, like bread and stuff. shit, if you've got some unused dough sitting around, I'll take it off your hands.