Hello - what a difference a day makes good or bad...
Our line Producer last week was in a terrible accident. To make an analogy for those of you who don't know what a line producer is, he's the guy who actually runs the day to day. Think of him as the General on the ground running the war that is making a film. I'm like the Secretary of defense with the little tanks back at the Pentagon. (wow me=rumsfeld, scary scary). This guy was literally running the show and now he's in the hospital and in addition to being our friend and in pain and miserable, I had to fire him! Thus we have to replace the general, DAYS before starting the war. On top of it, the bond company (they are the bad guy in this war) REALLY hate the idea of changing - even though they are insisting on it. Sigh.. this could set us back a day, a week or a year or ... forever. Monday I wrote half a post, then deleted it as it sounded so depressed.
Today I started a new one, as a bunch of things went my way, then stopped writing as it turned depressed again. We are SO close to closing this deal and making these films, but this has been SO impossibly hard. Insanely hard. I think that this is literally the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, and every day I alternatively wake up and feel like I'm a success or a failure. it's really tearing me up.
Life wise, WE LOVE living in London. It is spring here. It's absolutely beautiful. Lots of flowers like this everywhere suddenly....
Speaking of the girls, we had a fairy party this easter for them...
I've been taking the girls to the park a lot, I walk my oldest there home from school through the park almost weekly. Here's me having pizza and an espresso on the park on Good Friday (strange holiday which is well celebrated here.)
Been writing a lot of stuff on Electric Vehicles; with Who Killed the Electric Car? I've gotten a bit of a profile in that world. I actually did something I've never done the other day, our film got a lovely review in the London Independent.
Letters to the Editor about my film
Then some ass named R.V. Watts wrote a SCATHING and I mean SCATHING letter to the editor about the film. Now listen, if you don't like my film, I can deal with that, but this guy, Watts has all his facts wrong.. ALL OF THEM!
So I wrote a letter to the editor in reply, we'll see if they publish it. here's the letter for posterities sake:
Our line Producer last week was in a terrible accident. To make an analogy for those of you who don't know what a line producer is, he's the guy who actually runs the day to day. Think of him as the General on the ground running the war that is making a film. I'm like the Secretary of defense with the little tanks back at the Pentagon. (wow me=rumsfeld, scary scary). This guy was literally running the show and now he's in the hospital and in addition to being our friend and in pain and miserable, I had to fire him! Thus we have to replace the general, DAYS before starting the war. On top of it, the bond company (they are the bad guy in this war) REALLY hate the idea of changing - even though they are insisting on it. Sigh.. this could set us back a day, a week or a year or ... forever. Monday I wrote half a post, then deleted it as it sounded so depressed.
Today I started a new one, as a bunch of things went my way, then stopped writing as it turned depressed again. We are SO close to closing this deal and making these films, but this has been SO impossibly hard. Insanely hard. I think that this is literally the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, and every day I alternatively wake up and feel like I'm a success or a failure. it's really tearing me up.
Life wise, WE LOVE living in London. It is spring here. It's absolutely beautiful. Lots of flowers like this everywhere suddenly....
Speaking of the girls, we had a fairy party this easter for them...
I've been taking the girls to the park a lot, I walk my oldest there home from school through the park almost weekly. Here's me having pizza and an espresso on the park on Good Friday (strange holiday which is well celebrated here.)
Been writing a lot of stuff on Electric Vehicles; with Who Killed the Electric Car? I've gotten a bit of a profile in that world. I actually did something I've never done the other day, our film got a lovely review in the London Independent.
Letters to the Editor about my film
Then some ass named R.V. Watts wrote a SCATHING and I mean SCATHING letter to the editor about the film. Now listen, if you don't like my film, I can deal with that, but this guy, Watts has all his facts wrong.. ALL OF THEM!
So I wrote a letter to the editor in reply, we'll see if they publish it. here's the letter for posterities sake:
Alright, so send the positive vibes. we are SO close but this entire slate of movies financing could come crashing down around our ears. Literally - and this feels way dramatic if it wasn't so true - this is the week where we make or break. If break, I might have to bug some of you to help me find a job.
Best to all
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first i would like to say i'm terribly sorry for your line producer's accident and the risky situation it has plunged your film into. i wish you the very best for being able to continue making the movie.
i also hope that your gorgeous daughters enjoyed their easter fairy party as much as it looks in the photo
upon reading your letter in the spoiler i was confident it would be published. it is very articulate and persuasive - certainly worthy of putting that bigoted doubter back in his place, well done.
best of luck for everything, hang in there and keep your head up xox jen
yes, family is good. I'd sort of forgotten how good it can be... which gets me into trouble (it creates a vicious cycle), but I'm glad they're around to help.
The world's problems can make a person feel awfully insignificant. Keep chipping away.