Why do I always fall for the girls I cant have? This is the second time in a fucking month. Am I getting too ahead of myself? I always let me emotions go so fast. She had a boyfriend and came over to spend the night and told me how shitty he was. Today shes still with him and im shit outta luck. The one thing that happened was the tell tale for me. Staying up all night and talking and laughing etc. That always seals the deal for me, and this time it pretty much meant nothing in the end. Im too impatient. And Im afraid that my reactions to not getting her may have hurt me in the long run. Fuck. No idea what to do...
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