Monday Mar 20, 2006

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i have no idea who i am. i have no idea what i want to do with my life. im 24 years old. i live at home. i have no job. im a fucking waste of space and air. everything i do, im mediocre at. the last 2 weeks of my life have been a blur. grad school is making me feel like im such a letdown. i seem to be happy on the surface, but deep down i know that my life isnt going how id like it. why cant i have the small things i want? why is it when i walk around sometimes i feel invisible, that people dont even see me? is there something wrong with me? shit i happen to think im a good person and an addition to someone's life, but that idea is starting to slip. how many people would actually give a shit if i wasnt around?
tigerlily:
heya, i just noticed you commented on my last set, so i dropped by to say thanks.

on reading your journal, i just want to say...i was totally at the same place when i was around your age...i'm almost 10 years older now, and i just wanted to let you know that you WILL figure it out....all the questions in between life purpose and internal stuff. you've got plenty of time....and all i can advise is that the more you freak out about it, the more the answers WON'T come. so try to cut yourself some slack...and use this time to explore!

good luck! kiss
frost:
hey fucker! kiss

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