ruth

oh well i had a really mad week which i am vowing to forget this very moment!!
after i get this off my chest!

it is my birthday in a week or so, i don't even know when i don't even know the date today, i am sure if i looked i would find it but hey! i am not going to bother cos last night my little sister guilt triped me about having my birthday,

a) She does not want to spend the
money

b) she thinks her own birthday should be more important as she is 18 this year

c) She knows she is getting jack shit off my parents as they are broke! (unlike me the is no way that she will accept this)

so she had the cheek to stand there in my face telling me all this, when the only reason i was even in the house in the first place was to grap some clothes and hed out again!

does anyone else get shit like this!!??

Am i going to kill her before i am 25??

why should i feel guilty about having a birthday, that would mean the whole world should feel guilty??

enough of my ranting
i am going to sit in a field with all my friends eating bags of magic mushrooms
and forgetting all about the fact i even have a family, and all the shit that they bring!!

am i selfish??