russo

Dramarama.

I got a phone call from Blake last night, and we started talking. I eventually told him I broke our "pact" to not sleep with other people. He had a freak out, and threatened to kill himself. Well, we ended up fighting alot, and he said he was going to OD. So as soon as I got off the phone with him, I called Louisiana 911 to send an ambulance to his house just in case. I didn't get to sleep until 4 a.m. And now he won't answer his phone, but his mom said he's alright, but I could tell she was sort of mad at me. Excuse me for trying to prevent a suicide.

I was grumpy all day so I decided to treat myself to a new piercing.



Ain't it so pretty?

More drama: I have 2 lovely guys in my life. They're fighting over me, and it sucks. Neither of them understand that I DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND. I want both to be my good friends. And yes, I would like occasional sex. If they don't want sex, fine. But I don't want a boyfriend. Why can't people accept the fact that I don't want a sappy, lovey-dovey relationship? It's so easy for people to accept it when a guy wants sex without strings, but when a girl asks for it something must be terribly wrong! Oh lord, save her soul!