russelledge

Fact: I'm going to be lonely for a very long time........

Lately everytime I sign on to the page, I'm only reminded of all the types of girls I'm nowhere near hip enough to date, let alone be in a relationship with.

I'm thinking of deleting the account again.

feels like I'm going to a funeral.

I am bleeding through
Writing songs for you
If I could say what I felt
Then I would draw for you
I'm just a boy letting go of his heart
Because the days are like knives
And the knives are so sharp
One more kiss - so I don't forget
And then I'll open my arms
To embrace the regret
Fragile dreams - fistfight kings...
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Having a low self confidence day today. Aggravating.

Bummed. Insurance fees, car repair bills, and a goddamn traffic ticket are killing me. I'm going to be really really broke for at least 3 months.

Balls. And I was looking forward to a show and hanging out with veronica next week. No chance now.

Opening Day! LETS GO RED SOX!!!

Also, This...

http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/classhole.jpg

Went up to santa cruz for a few days. I'm exhausted. Did quite a bit of stuff.

Highlights:
- Meeting Veronica
- Verve Coffee Roasters
- Looking at awesome bike shops
- Exploring natural bridges further than I ever had before
- My Vegan friend asking our waitress if the 100% fruit smoothie had any dairy, then watching the waitress laugh hysterically in his face...
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I'm almost never impressed with local music. Its a shame, considering that if my scene ever produced something worthwhile, It would be ignored.

However the only way I could conceivably like a local band is if they sounded something like botch, or hope conspiracy. And if that were to happen, I would probably be playing in said band. Thus rendering my enjoying it as a...
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I hate feeling lonely.

Son of a Bitch.

In other news: Bought myself a massive converge "jane doe" flag, along with a shirt. Stoked on that. Feeling stir crazy though, need to get out of the house. To bike ride or not to bike ride.