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On lonliness: A Very Brief, and Strictly Basic Analysis Regarding the Existential Context of Lonliness.

Loneliness is altogether in the same moment wonderful/terrible/beautiful/horrific.

wonderful because there is nothing to hold you to anything, providing in an instant a measured sort of autonomy. At the same time, terrible because the weight of this acute responsibility can be crushing, sometimes suffocating. But beautiful in that, accepting the...
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Sometimes, I hate everybody.

Tonight is not such a good night.

Feeling detached and lonely.

I've been having the most surreal, odd dreams lately. Last night I dreamed that I went on a trip to Boston from Maine...in a sailboat. Not even a sailboat actually, it was more like a dingy/lifeboat. I braved the waves of the Atlantic just for a trip to Boston from Maine. And it only took about 20 minutes to get there. Unfathomable timetable. And after...
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I did a 9.5 mile ride today. Working up my chops. Starting to build up my endurance, stoked on that.

I need some serious laughs right now. Friends keep disappointing. By myself more often lately.

George Carlin, Jimmy Carr, Shelly Berman, and youtube, here I come. Always three guys who make me laugh.

So I've been feeling awful all day, so I took a nap. Now I feel worse than I did before I took the nap. I hate when that happens. Feeling the most groggy. Maybe its time to crack open those new beans I got. Can't go wrong with a tasty columbian coffee.

On another note, I had a really good bike ride yesterday. Very solid...
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So I just started being active on this site. Not sure how it will work out in the long run. Online social networking has never really been my forte. Don't really know how to break the ice with people, or maintain message board conversations. On top of the fact that I get bored with things on the internet really quickly. But in giving the benefit...
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