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feels like I'm going to a funeral.

I am bleeding through
Writing songs for you
If I could say what I felt
Then I would draw for you
I'm just a boy letting go of his heart
Because the days are like knives
And the knives are so sharp
One more kiss - so I don't forget
And then I'll open my arms
To embrace the regret
Fragile dreams - fistfight kings...
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Having a low self confidence day today. Aggravating.

Bummed. Insurance fees, car repair bills, and a goddamn traffic ticket are killing me. I'm going to be really really broke for at least 3 months.

Balls. And I was looking forward to a show and hanging out with veronica next week. No chance now.

Opening Day! LETS GO RED SOX!!!

Also, This...

http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/classhole.jpg

Went up to santa cruz for a few days. I'm exhausted. Did quite a bit of stuff.

Highlights:
- Meeting Veronica
- Verve Coffee Roasters
- Looking at awesome bike shops
- Exploring natural bridges further than I ever had before
- My Vegan friend asking our waitress if the 100% fruit smoothie had any dairy, then watching the waitress laugh hysterically in his face...
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I'm almost never impressed with local music. Its a shame, considering that if my scene ever produced something worthwhile, It would be ignored.

However the only way I could conceivably like a local band is if they sounded something like botch, or hope conspiracy. And if that were to happen, I would probably be playing in said band. Thus rendering my enjoying it as a...
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I hate feeling lonely.

Son of a Bitch.

In other news: Bought myself a massive converge "jane doe" flag, along with a shirt. Stoked on that. Feeling stir crazy though, need to get out of the house. To bike ride or not to bike ride.

Been thinking about getting into snail mail. You know, proper pen pals and shit. Just gotta find people who are down. Who is down?

Envelopes and stamps!

So my computer has a monstrous virus on it. Probably unrecoverable. Luckily, I transferred all my music and important files to an external hard drive prior to the destruction. I guess the virus is my punishment for boosting a bunch of shit off the internet. I'm only able to periodically check up on my e-life and all that jazz. However I have still managed to...
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So I'm pretty stoked on the hip-hop stations that pandora offers. When I create hardcore stations the bands are all similar, and Im not into most of them when they come up on the playlist. And I end up thinking, "how the hell do you match this to them?" I don't know.

Like I said though, I'm discovering so much more with the hip hop...
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I make no excuses or apologies for the way I am. I can be a D-bag a lot of the time. But I can also be a really solid dude. I'm also very very introverted. This can't be helped. So it goes.