runforyourlife

so yea, i have the flu....and it sucks mah balls!!!! blinding headaches and crippling muscle pains not to mention this fever that i have....although since i dont owna thermometer i have no way of knowing my true temp.

i just spent about 2 hours on the phone with my ex listening to her talk about about her fucking retarded christmas tree....i almost hung up on her a few times cause i was sick of hearing about it, and every time i tried to talk about relevant things, such as why she tells me she'll come spend then night but then always weasels out of it, she would find some way to start goin on about that goddamn tree again.........im so frustrated, its like she gets off on me telling her how bad i want her, but she wont let it go farther.....i feel like im just being used and she says just enough to keep me stringin along...............................................................................now im pissed off more, im goin to get high, thats the only thing that makes me happy anymore