runforyourlife

there are few words to describe how i feel right now...betrayed, hurt, angry....its time like these im glad i dont have gun because i would prolly kill a few people that fucked with me, at the same time i wish i had that gun, so i could hurt them, like they hurt me.....at this point i am alone, theres no one i can trust, no one i can rely on.....never before in my life have i wanted to beat the shit out of someone so badly, and if i did theres no doubt that i would end up in jail, because i would most likely kill my so called "friend".......so many questions keep repeating in my mind...did you even think about how i felt?.....all i can think about is ways to get back at them, ways to make them feel the pain they caused me.