runematic

No coherent topic for this week. Been a long bad week end and I just don't have the energy for focusing much. Coworkers are still dumb shitty people, still haven't found a to frequent that I enjoy, still don't have a trustworthy friend. And honestly I'm getting a bit tired of ranting about negative stuff all the time. Despite what they say taking about it doesn't make me feel better. I really need to find positive things or at least neutral things to talk about. At least next week end should be better as Mecha Con is happening. One of the few yearly events where I can really enjoy myself. But that's days away. I'm not even sure where I'm going with this. Just trying to put words down to keep up the habit. Cant really tell if its helping me put things in perspective like I hoped but its not hurting anything so I want to keep it up for awhile more. Finally I want to thank every one whose been reading my blog, its nice feeling like there's someone out there whose at least semi interested in who I am or what I have to say, so thank you.