runematic

This has been one of those nagging thoughts that has been bothering me recently. That one of the causes for no one wanting to be around me is that I'm boring. Its been really hard to drive this thought away. I really feel like I'm a boring person. That I have nothing exciting to offer anyone. I don't really like going clubbing, your more likely to find me reading a book then going out to the movies. I don't watch much TV. This often leaves me with nothing in common to talk about with coworkers or the people I've been meeting with my recent forced meet new people outings. Its a weird feeling because I feel I do interesting things. I've done a ton of marital arts, actually have two black belts. I go out cosplaying to various conventions. Ive been trying to learn a new language, German for those who are interested. All things I feel are very interesting. But I still feel like no one cares. That these things are boring to them. It leaves me with with this feeling that I'm single because I'm uninteresting and just blend in with the surroundings. My inverted nature doesn't help with this. I'm already struggling with the small talk, something which I find infuriatingly boring, that it hurts when no one seems to care what I say. All I want is for someone to show a little interest in my life. Is that so much to ask for.