runematic

My aim here is to start posting regularly on Fridays as an exercise to try and organize my thoughts and feelings that I haven't really had anyone to listen to. For some this may seem like an easy task but I've always been bad at expressing myself in words. I always overthink about the words I write and the words just never seem to convey the things the way I want. Plus Ive never been very good at social media type things, always felt so impersonal to me. Likely most of these posts will just be me whining. Truth is I do like to whine a bit but I fear some of this will be a little to much. No one likes to hear too much negativity and I'm hoping for some feed back on the things I write to help improve myself and to socialize more. Cant have people to talk to if you scare them all away. So here to hopefully many more post in the future. Also there wasn't as much whining as i thought I was going to write in this.