The year is coming to an end and I thought I do a little review of my life so far this this year. And what a horrible year its been. Not my worst year, 2015 gets that award but this year has manly been dealing with the fallout of that year. The year started with me still reeling from having just been kicked out of...
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They always make things sound so easy. As if all of life's probables will be solved by a slight change a, little try. They ignore the shackles of reality, both those placed on us by ourselves and those placed on us by others. Sure we can do something about the ones we place, but if it was so easy non of us would have problems...
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All right, I said I would try writing to night and I am. Its going to be a bit of a rant but M starting to get tired of seeing this. As the title implies "being introverted does not mean being antisocial." I constantly see this comments about how much introverts don't like crowds that 5 people in a room is just to much or...
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I'm starting to think people don't really like honesty. You here people say this all the time "If you're just honest about it people will understand. But that's not the how I've experienced it. Being honest about thinks doesn't change how people feel a bout it. All that matters is if they would have liked it in the first place. Being honest about how you...
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It's 3 in the morning. Can't sleep, insomnia ruins another night. So i just lay here with my brain being an utter dick constantly asking annoying questions.
Why am I'm alone. Why can't i have friends, why does it seem like no one gives a shit about me. What am i doing wrong. Why is it people don't like me.
And i just want it...
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I haven't been writing much due to a very busy scheduled. Ive recently change job sites and am working more hours because of it. This coupled with school and my ever present insomnia hasn't given me much time for pondering. This may be a good thing as my mind tends to wonder to bad places with too much time but it has been an exhausting...
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