I been having such good sleep patterns. I have been going to bed at decent times...waking up at normal times. Great huh? Should feel all good and rested right?
Oddly, I don't. In fact, I seemed to have been getting more confused and disoriented lately. Like forgetting what day it is, where I am at, more accident proned than I am already (and that is a feat, trust me on that), and basically a lot more nervous for nothing. Funny. I thought insomonia was the thing that was killing me in terms of those things, but it seemed to actually help me control it.
Maybe I am just getting too much sleep...or maybe I been thinking about things way too much. Hopefully, it is just a phase that will pass over.
On another note, I had plans to do something for my (late) spring break. I was going to get out of this area for a few days and party it up somewhere else. But now it looks like those plans might not happen. I hope that is not the case, but still...*sigh*
Also been developing this idea. Not sure what it could be used for...animated series, comic book, movie, or video game. I really should start out on the fleshing out of it...whether it just be concept drawings or just a couple of writing (ie treatments or story ideas for it). There is something about concepts that depress me though. Here is this new idea, but I really don't know if it is a good idea (especially since it seems that every idea has been done before). And 99% of the ideas never come alive or are finished is another sad note about them. I look at a lot of stuff I see done by friends at my school. Some have these great projects and have work done for it, but don't finish it.
Makes me nervous about getting this idea right now, as usually if I find something new, I seem to concentrate on that, and that is the last thing I need right now. I have to concentrate on my quarter finished piece called Loved to Death (if you remember the profile pic I had before of Death looking at a scroll, that is a rendered pic that I took from the short, though I altered the color). I got about half of the animation done, so I just need to get the final 5 scenes done (10 altogether), I just need to add sound, texture it, and take it to either Premiere or After Effects.
The on thing studios would like to look at from people is that they can start an idea and actually finish it...and I must finish this. It would be such a nice piece for my demo reel (which will be my project for summer and fall...so I can start sending that out).
Funny, I never really thought about getting to this stage...or at least that I would get here, but it just wouldn't seem so soon.
Oddly, I don't. In fact, I seemed to have been getting more confused and disoriented lately. Like forgetting what day it is, where I am at, more accident proned than I am already (and that is a feat, trust me on that), and basically a lot more nervous for nothing. Funny. I thought insomonia was the thing that was killing me in terms of those things, but it seemed to actually help me control it.
Maybe I am just getting too much sleep...or maybe I been thinking about things way too much. Hopefully, it is just a phase that will pass over.
On another note, I had plans to do something for my (late) spring break. I was going to get out of this area for a few days and party it up somewhere else. But now it looks like those plans might not happen. I hope that is not the case, but still...*sigh*
Also been developing this idea. Not sure what it could be used for...animated series, comic book, movie, or video game. I really should start out on the fleshing out of it...whether it just be concept drawings or just a couple of writing (ie treatments or story ideas for it). There is something about concepts that depress me though. Here is this new idea, but I really don't know if it is a good idea (especially since it seems that every idea has been done before). And 99% of the ideas never come alive or are finished is another sad note about them. I look at a lot of stuff I see done by friends at my school. Some have these great projects and have work done for it, but don't finish it.
Makes me nervous about getting this idea right now, as usually if I find something new, I seem to concentrate on that, and that is the last thing I need right now. I have to concentrate on my quarter finished piece called Loved to Death (if you remember the profile pic I had before of Death looking at a scroll, that is a rendered pic that I took from the short, though I altered the color). I got about half of the animation done, so I just need to get the final 5 scenes done (10 altogether), I just need to add sound, texture it, and take it to either Premiere or After Effects.
The on thing studios would like to look at from people is that they can start an idea and actually finish it...and I must finish this. It would be such a nice piece for my demo reel (which will be my project for summer and fall...so I can start sending that out).
Funny, I never really thought about getting to this stage...or at least that I would get here, but it just wouldn't seem so soon.
And I hate sleep, no matter how often or how long I sleep, seems I'm never not tired. Sleep sucks.