*sigh* For once, I feel like going out to the bar or something. The problem is, I'm not sure if there's anything happening that interests me, I don't really have anyone to go out with, and to be honest, going to the bar stresses me out :/ And I've got a total of three bar friends XD I don't have a lot of friends, and I'm okay with that, but it kind of sucks in these situations.
My best friend (the closest thing I've got to a best friend anyway
) isn't in to dancing, and she's really busy with school and work right now. One of my other friends... she goes out with a big group of people and invites me to things that don't interest me that much or I can't go because I have previous plans. And my other friend well... she hasn't called me in a few months, and I haven't seen her since the summer, and even then you could feel we've grown apart 
I never know what to wear when I do go out. This is a big problem. I like to dress to match the situation, so I want to look fancier than usual, and jeans and a tshirt aren't fancy I like being comfortable too much.
And the bus. See, taking the bus wouldn't be so bad if I had people to bus with, or someone to pick me up, but I kind of don't. And there usually isn't too many panhandlers downtown, but still.. And I'm always afraid I won't catch the last bus home.
Drinking... love drinking, don't like paying for drinks though. And when I drink, i need to pee every two seconds D: Or if I'm the slightest bit bored, I fall alseep. UGH The last few house parties I've been to have been like this, though they were pretty boring.
I suck, I know XD I want to solve this problem. I've got weekends off now till the end of time, I should do something with them. Maybe tomorrow night I'll do something. The night's still young though.
As far as everything else.. I think I'll do what Sysca did in her blog, and break my life down into different categories and talk about them.
WORK
I work at a small to medium sized web design company. I'm a Junior Designer there. I only get paid $10.10 an hour. Now, I'm pretty sure that's a really low wage even for a Junior Designer, but I'm freshly graduated from technical school, so I can't really barter for my wages now can I? Things are REALLY up and down there. This was a bad week in particular. For the work they want done, and the amount of time they want it done in (they set pretty unrealistic deadlines, I'm not the only one who thinks so), I think they should have hired someone with at least a years experience, rather than a fresh graduate.
So, Ill stick it out for now, but I think I'll try finding a new job. My teacher (I still talk to her, we're buddies) has strongly advised me not to quit because it'll look bad on my resume, but honestly, I'm not sure I want to do web design as my career. I need to figure out what I really want to do. I tried web design because it was something I did as a hobby when I was in highschool, and the first part of the course I took was free to students graduating in my school division.
LOVE
I've been messing around with this guy I know from highschool, but I don't really want to anymore. Otherwise, there's no love and I'm okay with that. It MIGHT be nice to go out with someone, but it usually just causes me a lot of trouble.
LIFE
Apart from work, life is okay right now. Boring as usual. I'm hoping to make a few improvements to my life, like actually going out more, trying to put myself out there more (as far as music and photography is concerned.. I'm not even sure how to go about doing this). I've felt more inspired lately, probably because my job situation is so lame
I'm thinking i need to take more risks. Safe is easy, and predictable. I like a certain amount of routine-ness, but every so often I feel like upending everything.
MONEY
I'm having no trouble paying my bills and whatever, but I also don't have enough money to get a bigger apartment (or at least I can't justify paying $600+ for a one bedroom when its just me, plus utitlies... that's a LOT of wasted money), and its going to take me months to save up for a trip or something. More money would be nice.
So that was a nice boring blog about my life XD I guess I'll go sew or watch a movie. And eat. I'm starving
My best friend (the closest thing I've got to a best friend anyway
) isn't in to dancing, and she's really busy with school and work right now. One of my other friends... she goes out with a big group of people and invites me to things that don't interest me that much or I can't go because I have previous plans. And my other friend well... she hasn't called me in a few months, and I haven't seen her since the summer, and even then you could feel we've grown apart
I never know what to wear when I do go out. This is a big problem
. I like to dress to match the situation, so I want to look fancier than usual, and jeans and a tshirt aren't fancy I like being comfortable too much.
And the bus. See, taking the bus wouldn't be so bad if I had people to bus with, or someone to pick me up, but I kind of don't. And there usually isn't too many panhandlers downtown, but still.. And I'm always afraid I won't catch the last bus home.
Drinking... love drinking, don't like paying for drinks though. And when I drink, i need to pee every two seconds D: Or if I'm the slightest bit bored, I fall alseep. UGH The last few house parties I've been to have been like this, though they were pretty boring.
I suck, I know XD I want to solve this problem. I've got weekends off now till the end of time, I should do something with them. Maybe tomorrow night I'll do something. The night's still young though.
As far as everything else.. I think I'll do what Sysca did in her blog, and break my life down into different categories and talk about them.
WORK
I work at a small to medium sized web design company. I'm a Junior Designer there. I only get paid $10.10 an hour. Now, I'm pretty sure that's a really low wage even for a Junior Designer, but I'm freshly graduated from technical school, so I can't really barter for my wages now can I? Things are REALLY up and down there. This was a bad week in particular. For the work they want done, and the amount of time they want it done in (they set pretty unrealistic deadlines, I'm not the only one who thinks so), I think they should have hired someone with at least a years experience, rather than a fresh graduate.
So, Ill stick it out for now, but I think I'll try finding a new job. My teacher (I still talk to her, we're buddies
) has strongly advised me not to quit because it'll look bad on my resume, but honestly, I'm not sure I want to do web design as my career. I need to figure out what I really want to do. I tried web design because it was something I did as a hobby when I was in highschool, and the first part of the course I took was free to students graduating in my school division.
LOVE
I've been messing around with this guy I know from highschool, but I don't really want to anymore. Otherwise, there's no love and I'm okay with that
. It MIGHT be nice to go out with someone, but it usually just causes me a lot of trouble.
LIFE
Apart from work, life is okay right now. Boring as usual
. I'm hoping to make a few improvements to my life, like actually going out more, trying to put myself out there more (as far as music and photography is concerned.. I'm not even sure how to go about doing this). I've felt more inspired lately, probably because my job situation is so lame
I'm thinking i need to take more risks. Safe is easy, and predictable. I like a certain amount of routine-ness, but every so often I feel like upending everything.
MONEY
I'm having no trouble paying my bills and whatever, but I also don't have enough money to get a bigger apartment (or at least I can't justify paying $600+ for a one bedroom when its just me, plus utitlies... that's a LOT of wasted money), and its going to take me months to save up for a trip or something. More money would be nice.
So that was a nice boring blog about my life XD I guess I'll go sew or watch a movie. And eat. I'm starving
My teachers, my friends, my parents... They told me not to quit my job because, like you I'm freshly gratuated from school. Think about what you really wanna do and remember something : that's your fucking life and you'll WASTE a lot of time at work so it HAS to be something you like to do.
Seriously can relate to you on the friends thing O_O Big time. I'm a sucker for new friends though, I can't NOT want be friends with anyone and everyone. Oh oh, AND I'm a bus rider, squeeeee!
K, that's all for now