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I had a friend named jersey pete. They said that he was a pot dealer in New Jersey before things got shady, and thats why he took his ass to houston on the DL. This dude had my back, looked out for the stray kid of the group.
Yeah, i was the stray. I wondered into the resturaunt looknig for any job in the house....
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redwildflower:
LOL Actually now this is the hard part where I'm completely broke until the first pay day which I have no idea when it is because I don't know their cycle. UGH! I'm so tired of being broke. It's hard being a twenty something. lol
widow:
hey hey. happy vday and all that jazz.

oooooooo so i am MOST sorry - Heather has already gone to visit her family in McAllen(sp?) Texas. She's now there until she leaves for her overseas adventures. confused whatever whatever

so...

We can just meet and hang about when I get to Austin, and then we can see how it all goes. It's just a shame about the timing you see, because she's leaving for about a year now..so hmm.

I just thought it'd be so neat to introduce you because you seem like an intelligent guy (except for the pot using...?), and really lovely so I thought it'd be neat neat. but that's alright, we'll see how we go. You, Kira and I - and whoever else, should hang.


hmm...hey so dude - what's this beaten puppy syndrome? who's been an asshole? shall smoosh them into a tiny hole of marshmellows only for them to splutter around in the gooey mess? smile (unfortunately that almost sounds fun..). No but seriously, what's up?

ooook, well off I go to reply to all the other wee messages this lovely thing called sg has provided for hollyland. smile

xo.
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Otis 21:12 and the lord brought down th clippers of foolishness down upon otis, and said thou shall look like mo. People will see you as a stooge, and the bad haircut will be seen from under the cap.

No dates for me. I must have the worse haircut of all time. I look like a cross between mo, and the gay son from braveheart....
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I fuckin' hate (I'm gonna cuss, get the fuck over it) bein' sick and tired of my life. I'm tired of bein' down on myself. SO WHAT IF I LIVE WITH MY MOM! I'm doin' it becouse i'm not fuckin' rich. If i'm gonna get where i want to go it takes fundage, bitches (not the suicide folk, the rest of the fuckin' globe).

I'm...
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widow:
hey !!!!!!

*extremely giddily excited*

ok this sounds weird. and i dont know why i thought of it just now, or why im even really telling you - but i have an idea.

i had a roommate in austin that is hot (as hell - or so all the guys say, no really - honestly, lol) incredibly intelligent, outgoing, super friendly, nice, beautiful, has been an avid rockclimber at various stages in her life, has gone caving (where you scootch along in teeny tiny little spaces - sounds so scarey...and she did it!), aspires to gain her sky diving license, so very outdoorsy - AND into fashion, lol - she's a really amazing bag of cookies this one, because she's also a super high achiever academic and she's kind, a universalist, shd laughs a LOT - she giggles and has a great time with life, is very introspective while being extroverted and a good listener, full of great ideas...that she ALWAYS follows through on (amazing) - is 26 and truly one of the best people I know. I cant even begin to really communicate how kick ass awesome she is.

She's in Austin now until the end of Feburary...you should meet her....! I think you guys would get along really well. I don't know why - but I have a knack for these things, and yep. you guys would hit it off.

Consequently, however - she is going on a trip for an entire year to live in various parts of Asia - oh yes, she is also deeply in love with travel, and works to travel and has honestly been to some of the most remote, random, incredibly amazing places on the planet...so there's not much time to meet, but hey - who knows. the timing seems off, but i think...i think....

dont know why (yet again i repeat myself!) why im flying off the handle like this. I think its because so many guys want to go out with her, but none of them have been quite her match - she's had a few *nerds* that were also hotties that took her fancy, but noone has ever been able to meet her mind and all of its random tangents that she is so adept at achieving so much in.


I shall field all responses to this...haha, but be nice blush tongue wink

xo! kiss

redwildflower:
What would I tell you? I would tell you to keep dating and keep trying. The heart has a amazing regenerative ability. See every person like you could love them because if you don't the one you are meant for might be hurt away.
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I'm just trying to gather letters of recomendation. I won't be applyin' to Austin this year frown, but by next year I should be fine.

I'm a frustrated perfectionist.

By the first I won't have to work on applications for another 6-9 months. I hate applications. It lets people reject you, and put limits.

Well, tuesday I get to play with protiens and think in...
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widow:
i want you to get into UT too! biggrin kiss should rock.

i think that perfectionists everywhere can find solace when they realize that indeed, everything is perfect.

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I'm almost done with my applications for grad school. I took my GRE's, and was extremly relived when i recived my scores. So, until the 17th I can truly relax.
widow:
dude! yay! *throws streamers and runs around like a silly gooseberry* I'm proud of ya sonney. wink biggrin! kick ass rocking job. smile

I like being supportive and expressing words of affirmation. (ahaha, was that nerdy to say that or what?)

*giggling* oooo today was good.

& hey - I love hearing about what people are up to, and certainly what they're up to academically - so if you have some free time, I'm definitly interested.

kiss ttfn!

holly.
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"Peace. I hate the word, as I hate hell, all Montagues, "

I had a dream last night. I drempt about a friend who had betrayed me.

In the dream, I was being brought in for questioning in the murder, a slashing, of my middle school/high school crush. Well, I'm cooperating, answering questions the best I could. I break down about the death of the...
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Just an update... I got my grades back. 4 A's and a B in one of my labs.

That should help for grad school, except i don't have any recomendation letters.

UTSA is just brimming with opportunity. (scarcasm)
kira23:
hey, i accidentally, while i was tired, added a comment back to you on my comment page, so i am going to delete it pretty soon if you want to read it go ahead. that's pretty awsome about your grades, what's your gpa? what are you trying to go to graduate school for? i'm totally lost now. talk at you later.
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I think I'll sell all my personal property, and buy a mico-bus.Tour to the north-south-east and west. Sell some mushroom tea, etc... Get the law after me.

Head out on the road and be a god damned hippie. Live an endless summer of love.

Peace and Love

(insert my hippie name here)
blackeyed
widow:
p.s. to the email - just noticed your fav films, i liked slc punk. funny dudes, yes? haha, right..tata again. tongue *grins*
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I'm getting ready for finals, and applying for graduate programs. Really cool. I just wish I had done it while I was younger. I never thought that I was smart enough. Still don't. I'm not going to listen to the little voice saying that I won't get in, but I'm going to apply to Rice & UT austin. I'm applying at UTSA of course, as...
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Its been a month from my last journal entry. I've almost finished the semester, and I'm getting ready to apply to a few schools for my graduate degree.

My friend getting her masters is going to graduate soon, thats good. I'm getting the grades that I need to get.

I'm also getting to do undergrad research with a professor at school. That should be really,...
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