I fuckin' hate (I'm gonna cuss, get the fuck over it) bein' sick and tired of my life. I'm tired of bein' down on myself. SO WHAT IF I LIVE WITH MY MOM! I'm doin' it becouse i'm not fuckin' rich. If i'm gonna get where i want to go it takes fundage, bitches (not the suicide folk, the rest of the fuckin' globe).
I'm meeting people again, and you know what they tell me. The girls say, and I quote, "most girls are bitches, and they don't deserve it when a guy treats them well. " It dosen't mean that that I'm gonna go out and be a dick, damnit. I'm just not gonna try to go for a relationship, marrage, etc.
I'm gonna lay it out to any girl i want to get to know: " I like you, but i'm really focused on my career, and I think that we can be good friends... Close friends. Closer than that... No closer... Like, as close as two people can get. Your down? Cool..."
I'm meeting people again, and you know what they tell me. The girls say, and I quote, "most girls are bitches, and they don't deserve it when a guy treats them well. " It dosen't mean that that I'm gonna go out and be a dick, damnit. I'm just not gonna try to go for a relationship, marrage, etc.
I'm gonna lay it out to any girl i want to get to know: " I like you, but i'm really focused on my career, and I think that we can be good friends... Close friends. Closer than that... No closer... Like, as close as two people can get. Your down? Cool..."
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*extremely giddily excited*
ok this sounds weird. and i dont know why i thought of it just now, or why im even really telling you - but i have an idea.
i had a roommate in austin that is hot (as hell - or so all the guys say, no really - honestly, lol) incredibly intelligent, outgoing, super friendly, nice, beautiful, has been an avid rockclimber at various stages in her life, has gone caving (where you scootch along in teeny tiny little spaces - sounds so scarey...and she did it!), aspires to gain her sky diving license, so very outdoorsy - AND into fashion, lol - she's a really amazing bag of cookies this one, because she's also a super high achiever academic and she's kind, a universalist, shd laughs a LOT - she giggles and has a great time with life, is very introspective while being extroverted and a good listener, full of great ideas...that she ALWAYS follows through on (amazing) - is 26 and truly one of the best people I know. I cant even begin to really communicate how kick ass awesome she is.
She's in Austin now until the end of Feburary...you should meet her....! I think you guys would get along really well. I don't know why - but I have a knack for these things, and yep. you guys would hit it off.
Consequently, however - she is going on a trip for an entire year to live in various parts of Asia - oh yes, she is also deeply in love with travel, and works to travel and has honestly been to some of the most remote, random, incredibly amazing places on the planet...so there's not much time to meet, but hey - who knows. the timing seems off, but i think...i think....
dont know why (yet again i repeat myself!) why im flying off the handle like this. I think its because so many guys want to go out with her, but none of them have been quite her match - she's had a few *nerds* that were also hotties that took her fancy, but noone has ever been able to meet her mind and all of its random tangents that she is so adept at achieving so much in.
I shall field all responses to this...haha, but be nice
xo!