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I was encouraged by the nurses in the student health center to have my knee checked out by the sports doctor that comes in at 3:00 on Wednesday. It was still pretty swollen and immobile, but I was sure that it was fine. Well, on Wednesday the doc starts to check me out. He moves the leg in and out, moves the kneecap and I...
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fistfuck:
thats fucking awesome!!! wow. I cant believe they are donating it to you!!! I would probably start crying!!! what a nice doctor!
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I'm done with the regulat semester. I find out what I need on my (only) two finals soon to make the grade in those classes, and the final grades in my labs soon. I worked hard to get results in my independent study lab, but its not like classes. If you work hard, and I do, your fine.

My knee can heal now, and I...
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redwildflower:
The move went pretty well. Took forever because I had to buy furniture and put it all together. I've never put so many damn things together in my life. I told my folks that if I move again I'm getting a huge uhaul because I'm not taking anything apart. I love my apartment though! It's perfect for me! All the people in the building are mainly my age too so I actually am meeting people (in my journal entry). I'm not scared here either. I feel relatively safe. It's kewl! biggrin
redwildflower:
P.S. I like your profile pic. You know you are really very adorable! kiss I'm glad you're my back up plan. lol

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So, yeah.. I have alot of time to update. I'm stuck on the couch letting my knee heal and watching previews for "stick it" I learned that the actresses were over 18, so I don't feel bad. I just sigh when it comes on. love

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kira23:
Oh, poor baby. frown

If it makes you feel any better, I got a good laugh out of your story, only because I do stoopid shit like that all the time, I can relate.

Well, pay good attention to your kitty, get better, watch your porn, get a good nap in, then get get up and do it all over again smile

If it makes you feel any better, I'm watching sumo wrestling, one guy just tackeled another guy and ended up with his ass right on the other guys face, wow. And all of his friends will see that little stunt he pulled there! Yay for emarassing moments! biggrin
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redwildflower:
What's weird about that guy is all of a sudden he started calling more. Weird.

Awww feel better soon! kiss
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I hurt myself today. To see if i still suck.

I do. My knee went out.

I was in Abs 101. Why? Becouse its better than sitting around watching cable, you meet people, and its an opportunity to get sweaty where its socially acceptable. I'm also a show off.

Ok, the guy in the front of the class talked about the BOOT CAMP class he...
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Who is Rumbler?

Im RUMBLER! Don't act like you don't know the name, aint nothin changed but the fame, I'm gonna stay the same.

(Irreverent post)
widow:
lol tongue

sweet-o...although i dont seem to have an emailie in my box. maybe you just posted that msg on my journal and then emailed at the same time... eeek

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widow:
lol. thanks for the explination. blush
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I lied, but i diddn't mean to, I will update, but I'm just feeling good about stepping away from the computer for a while. She has me meeting her friends, and setting the myspace status to "In a relationship." among the other things that people do in the begining of a relationship . wink
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redwildflower:
Awww how cute! smile
widow:
hiya toots. smile

i too, have been most distant from the computer becaaaaaaause...well - see my updates. smile it says it all. *grins like an idiot* biggrin!!!

I'm so happy for ya mister man. what a stud you are. wink wink hehehe. biggrin

So I just messaged Kari with the option of the three of us meeting up at veggie heavan sometime next week. You game?

oh...hold on...you're not in austin yet are you?! ahhhh! pthhhhhh! wink hehee...oh dear, and you now have a girl so that'll be motivation to STAY in sa....ohhhhhhh! hmm.

well well well. i'll just stop here, neh? hehehe wink xo. i was just aiming to arrange something as I move to austin in three and a half days! yea! biggrin alright, well have a kick ass day *smiles*
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I go from no date to a girl txting me every night. Interesting to say the least. How did I meet her, you ask. Well, I stopped by the grocery store on the way to school to pick up some sushi at about 11:00pm. I went to checkout, and saw this hot, hot checkout girl so i went down her isle. Shne looked at me...
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widow:
hey. smile

I think people call each other when they like each other, and its nice if there isn't a lot of worry worry in between about whether or not its ok to do so. smile so just go with whatever feels right.

Also, I think guys that want to be on a leash will be on a leash. Those that don't, won't be. Like, my boy is incredibly attentive and will drop everything if I really need him - but he's also super independent and I know that he's certainly not a push over in any way shape or form. He makes me work to achieve his high standards, and I make him do the same. Its nice having higher levels of consciousness to aspire to, neh?

You're the boss, so make it so. wink She'll love it - and also treat her like your baby doll, someone to protect and cherish. She'll love that too.

That is - assuming she's a chick like me. wink

To each their own. xo.
kira23:
Tell me how it goes, k? I want every little detail, love stories make me happy! If it's bad then maybe I'll have good advice, but I like happy stories better smile

Plus, how could anything go wrong if you were sooo suave in the first place? smile

Ooh a date, that takes me back...

I'm excited for you! Make it fun for you, and she'll have fun! wink kiss
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Tonight i'm working on decoding how our proteins fold when they are in our cell membrains. Long story short: could help cure cancers, teach us how hormones talk to cells, cells communicate to each other, etc. My professor told me that only about 200 professors, students, researchers are working on this major piece of information. Why only 200? It may not be profitable is my...
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kira23:
You like James Dean? Why? (Your profile, artists)
redwildflower:
Wow, that's intense. Be careful. kiss

You have a date! What's her name? How exciting!
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I had a friend named jersey pete. They said that he was a pot dealer in New Jersey before things got shady, and thats why he took his ass to houston on the DL. This dude had my back, looked out for the stray kid of the group.
Yeah, i was the stray. I wondered into the resturaunt looknig for any job in the house....
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redwildflower:
LOL Actually now this is the hard part where I'm completely broke until the first pay day which I have no idea when it is because I don't know their cycle. UGH! I'm so tired of being broke. It's hard being a twenty something. lol
widow:
hey hey. happy vday and all that jazz.

oooooooo so i am MOST sorry - Heather has already gone to visit her family in McAllen(sp?) Texas. She's now there until she leaves for her overseas adventures. confused whatever whatever

so...

We can just meet and hang about when I get to Austin, and then we can see how it all goes. It's just a shame about the timing you see, because she's leaving for about a year now..so hmm.

I just thought it'd be so neat to introduce you because you seem like an intelligent guy (except for the pot using...?), and really lovely so I thought it'd be neat neat. but that's alright, we'll see how we go. You, Kira and I - and whoever else, should hang.


hmm...hey so dude - what's this beaten puppy syndrome? who's been an asshole? shall smoosh them into a tiny hole of marshmellows only for them to splutter around in the gooey mess? smile (unfortunately that almost sounds fun..). No but seriously, what's up?

ooook, well off I go to reply to all the other wee messages this lovely thing called sg has provided for hollyland. smile

xo.
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Otis 21:12 and the lord brought down th clippers of foolishness down upon otis, and said thou shall look like mo. People will see you as a stooge, and the bad haircut will be seen from under the cap.

No dates for me. I must have the worse haircut of all time. I look like a cross between mo, and the gay son from braveheart....
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I fuckin' hate (I'm gonna cuss, get the fuck over it) bein' sick and tired of my life. I'm tired of bein' down on myself. SO WHAT IF I LIVE WITH MY MOM! I'm doin' it becouse i'm not fuckin' rich. If i'm gonna get where i want to go it takes fundage, bitches (not the suicide folk, the rest of the fuckin' globe).

I'm...
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widow:
hey !!!!!!

*extremely giddily excited*

ok this sounds weird. and i dont know why i thought of it just now, or why im even really telling you - but i have an idea.

i had a roommate in austin that is hot (as hell - or so all the guys say, no really - honestly, lol) incredibly intelligent, outgoing, super friendly, nice, beautiful, has been an avid rockclimber at various stages in her life, has gone caving (where you scootch along in teeny tiny little spaces - sounds so scarey...and she did it!), aspires to gain her sky diving license, so very outdoorsy - AND into fashion, lol - she's a really amazing bag of cookies this one, because she's also a super high achiever academic and she's kind, a universalist, shd laughs a LOT - she giggles and has a great time with life, is very introspective while being extroverted and a good listener, full of great ideas...that she ALWAYS follows through on (amazing) - is 26 and truly one of the best people I know. I cant even begin to really communicate how kick ass awesome she is.

She's in Austin now until the end of Feburary...you should meet her....! I think you guys would get along really well. I don't know why - but I have a knack for these things, and yep. you guys would hit it off.

Consequently, however - she is going on a trip for an entire year to live in various parts of Asia - oh yes, she is also deeply in love with travel, and works to travel and has honestly been to some of the most remote, random, incredibly amazing places on the planet...so there's not much time to meet, but hey - who knows. the timing seems off, but i think...i think....

dont know why (yet again i repeat myself!) why im flying off the handle like this. I think its because so many guys want to go out with her, but none of them have been quite her match - she's had a few *nerds* that were also hotties that took her fancy, but noone has ever been able to meet her mind and all of its random tangents that she is so adept at achieving so much in.


I shall field all responses to this...haha, but be nice blush tongue wink

xo! kiss

redwildflower:
What would I tell you? I would tell you to keep dating and keep trying. The heart has a amazing regenerative ability. See every person like you could love them because if you don't the one you are meant for might be hurt away.
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I'm just trying to gather letters of recomendation. I won't be applyin' to Austin this year frown, but by next year I should be fine.

I'm a frustrated perfectionist.

By the first I won't have to work on applications for another 6-9 months. I hate applications. It lets people reject you, and put limits.

Well, tuesday I get to play with protiens and think in...
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widow:
i want you to get into UT too! biggrin kiss should rock.

i think that perfectionists everywhere can find solace when they realize that indeed, everything is perfect.