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Of course I didn't cancel the modeling gig! It was for one of two life drawing groups I model for on a regular basis, and it was fun. The guy who runs the group reads short stories to me from the New Yorker during the longer poses, and the people are really interesting to talk to, so it was actually a good distraction from my freaked out state. I love those guys.

I jog every day, but rowing for three hours a day is a bit more challenging...Fucking unused muscle groups...

Yeah, I realize that the secretive thing is really just another manifesitation of the fact that I don't like the person I'm with...I'm hoping it's a faze or something...

I totally had a crush on Kevin Spacey in the Usual Suspects...Very gross, I know...