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I've been gone for about a year it seems, life has been making all kinds of twists and turns.

Life has changed a lot and they still keep on changing hopefully only for the better.

I am now partly kind of living in Los Angeles and loving this hot Californian weather. Life is smooth and mellow and I love every second of it.

I need...
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timmygee:
love

Have a lovely weekend!
noel:
Such a beauty love
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MY PEEPS!!!!!!

Gaaawd...I've been away for so long...anyone missed me even for a bits? Because I did miss you guys mucho!

It's finally Sound of summeeeerrr!!! Aaaight!!!!

YES I am annoying and YES I really don't give a damn.

After everything I've already been through this year I can already say that it's been the roughest year in ages...or as far as I can remember...
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kingslee:
Your cute.
scotty113:
RUE!!!!!!!! Excuse my language, but I FUCKING MISSED YOU!!!!!!! Welcome back smile
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bad_a_dave:
Yay!!! Gorgeous as always and very happy you were able to last 8 hours!!!
scotty113:
So refreshing to see you doing well! Glad your weekend was so fantastic!!!
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Heyyyyyyyyyyy My Peeps!!!!

Whazzzzzzz Uuuuuuup????
Sun is starting to warm up the weather, Life is very good to me right now. Changed my views, Became the only one who I can truly be...ME...Keepin it up and learning to know new things about me everyday.
I am not afraid anymore of anyones judgements, cuz why that should even matter...truth is that you can't always please everyone...
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lenacristina:
smile
scotty113:
I needed this blog post this morning. Thank you Rue!
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Me: " There is something odd going on ya know...
You're calling me Alien and S*** calling me an angel
J***: " Hahahaha awww lol angels aliens same thing!
And you can't change it! Because that's what you are,
You can't deny it.

One of the many conversations that has put a smile on my face this past week, when it has been raining over...
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sweetp:
lovelove
bad_a_dave:
Gorgeous as always and I am so happy that you have come so far in such a short period of time! :*
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Hey Ya'll my peeps!!!

Gaaaaaah...It's still raining outside as it has done for the whole past week...but I don't care...I am smiling like some idiotic retarded seal and being annoyingly happy...Today is a good day smile

I got an amazing out of nowhere txt today from someone who I've known for at least about a year...made me gasp as it was something so beautiful.

Life is...
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scotty113:
This blog post is contagiously happy. I started smiling as I read it!
scotty113:
Thanks Rue. I appreciate the words, love, and strength on my blog post. Life hasn't been kind to me lately, but like I said on Twitter today:

"Sometimes, life knocks you flat. Sometimes it hits you in a few different places. Your job is to let the dust settle, get up, and swing back."

I'm approaching this with the healthiest and best mind set I can. I'm following your example. No one gets any better by being miserable.

Thank you.

Scotty
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Helloooooooo my peeps!

After I decided to find a new path for my life..everything has suddenly become so freakin perfect that it pretty much feel like I am in the most coolest movie ever made and I feel urge to pinch myself every now and then to make sure I'm not sleeping.

It's been raining through the whole week, but for some reason I have...
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ruedemorgue:
Bad_A_Dave Thank you for all the boosting up and understanding! Very much appreciated!smile

Cyyn The path of 4 agreements and learning to appreciate myself.
wolfox:
if that's what you look like first thing in the morning, then yes - yes it is very true!
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My beautiful peeps <3!!!

Today has been another gloomy, grey, rainy day over my side of the planet...was so busy running around the town almost all day...I was so happy to finally be back home.
The ones who knows me and the ones who are starting to learn at least bits of me, it shouldn't come as a surprise how I spent the rest of...
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dyanne:
Beautiful love
bad_a_dave:
Teleporter would be amazing!!! You look gorgeous!!! Wow!!!
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From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were -- I have not seen
As others saw -- I could not bring
My passions from a common spring --
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow -- I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone --
And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --
Then --...
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torontokillsme:
i have no words.

replaceable. i dedicate it to you.

scotty113:
So Pretty
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Hey you all my beautiful and handsome peeps <3 !!!

Ya...I bet you all wait for bunch of pictures from Tattoo convention and me ranting about how much fun I had....but naaaaaah...I decided not to go and stayed home instead, spending quality time with me, myself and I, bunch of horror movies, home made bread and cupcakes, good music, sun and snow, candles, good food...
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Had my 2nd doctors appointment yesterday and things are finally starting to rollin!!!! yay!!!!

After that I pretty much felt like someone should've cut me in half with a chainsaw, just above my legs and attach some exremely cool wheels underneath me, so I can move withoutta pain...(talking about extreme bodymods, right wink???!!!) THAT WOULD BE AMAAAZIIIIIIING....just saying...still keeping the smile on my face and...
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bad_a_dave:
Still love this picture! So beautiful and you are truly amazing!!!
ruedemorgue:
Scotty113 Thank You! Gotta stay positive and see the positive sides of all the negativity...otherwise I think I'd go woopdydooo and end up in some mental asylym smile
Bad_A_Dave Thank you again for being there for me <3 Supporting and boosting me up! Means a lot!