rudeybluemoon

Time to Breath finally! The last 2 weeks have been crazy, mainly n account of starnge people comming into mylife and haveing way to much time off of work. so first off, drop week was this past week and i can now sadly state i am not attending UCF this semester. things just got to much between commuting and working crazy hours i just couldn't take it and my grades suffered from it. so now i am trying to work more....but there seems to be a problem with that too. i started a new job here in orlando which is fun and seems like it can pay really well.... however they are not giving me the hours i need to fulfill my finacial obligations...meanwhile i am still sorta working my old job which makes my schedule of availability that much harder to compute. i am extremly stressed and i think my body is reacting to it... i developed these incredibly intense headaches as of latly that tend to last the entire day...they started off by being triggered soely by orgasms but now are randomly occuring through out my day....it has me worried and this is luanching into paranoia.... ok enough of the boring sad stuff... some good things have come out of the past 2 weeks, my band got back in the studio and the new album will be pressed here shortly! i am extremely excited....i have been spending time with alot of old friends and its been very nice, and they have been introducing me to alot of new friends. this past thursday we car pooled to jacksonvillie for the blood or whiskey show...they played a 20 minute set and maybe 50 people showed up at the venue, which sucks for them but it was awesome being able to hang out with the band and kick back copious amounts of alcohol. they actually gave me a "bag of beer" which had 4 cases in it of good expensive beer. we got a hotel room and had a fucking great time. we then drove home the next day to play a show in melbourn that sounded absoulutly great but almost no one showed up....then on saturday i went to my parents house to celebrate my fathers 80th birthday...for a an old fucker that man can knok back a few...i decided i needed to spend some time with friends down south so i drove to vero beach, met up with one of my best friends for a movie and then went out with a new friend to an abandoned biulding and watched the sun rise this morning....drove back droggy and instead of fullfilling my obligations to my friends at screamfest i stayed home all day and cleaned, painted, and wrote music.....i know that sounds like a rant that is way to long and i hope it makes sense...i just needed to get the words out and worry about the context later... i am tired and i need to get up for another job interview in the morning. hope that i don't have a brain tumor! thanks for reading! Good Night!!!