rudeybluemoon

Fuck! how does she do it to me? This girl, I try so hard to dissasociate with and be alright and content by myself, and all she has to do is simply send one text message and I fucking become a wet noodle covered in sap. I keep trying to forget about it but she knows the power she has over me and I am not ready to give that power to any one right now. when is she going to let me be?...and by the way i dont wanna hear how Dana is doing or who she is fucking...i wanna think of her as the girl that I dated for 4 years and now is content in life w/o me.