rudeboy71

The thing about being sick (mental or physical) is that your world is narrowed down to the things immediately in front of you. Things aren't really fighting for your attention because your attention is solely on yourself. You have a tough time even remembering what it's like to be normal. You want to be normal but your body keeps fighting you. Being sick also makes you hyper aware of certain parts of your body that you are not usually aware of. I am sick. my throat is scratchy. I can go five or ten minutes without thinking about it, and those are a peaceful five or ten minutes, but it always has a way of working itself back into my conscience. There is just nothing enjoyable about being sick and i have forgotten how to breathe like a normal person. Although i can take solace in the fact that breathing normally will come to me eventually.
I do have a new niece. Her name is Rosemarie. She is beautiful. I have yet to see her with her eyes open. And now that i am sick, it will be awhile till i do see her. Don't want to get the baby sick and all.