Jack and Coke...perfected- like myself, you'd use flat, room temp coke.....this should get me through the night.... 
So, I think I might need to go to counseling or some shit like that....I just feel like I am spinning my wheels with this new job, I need some help with my general direction. I need to get off of the neverending turnpike one travels when one has no degree, or specific specialty. I WANT to write, but AM I good writer....well, like music, that is subjective, I suppose. Whatever, all I know is, I see the place I am working at as a good oppertunity for some one who, say, oh I don't know, is a little masachistic!?!?!? They are EXTREMELY unorganized and any help that you may try to throw into the loop gets shot down like plump fowl. It's crazy, it's like they almost wait, poke and prod, just to make you feel like shit- "Come on, give us more, give us something to feed off of, givve us another juicey piece of yourself, c'mon, waters warm, we promise...". I have like all these great ideas, shooting like little sparks off of my deep engrained entrepernual (sp?- yeah, I just don't care tonight, grammar nazi's got the night off, i guess...) spirit. Like, for instance, I was thinking of opening a bar, lots of good ideas for this one. Numero uno problem being, I need to be able to sustain myself, and, like with most first time business owners, it's projected I wouldn't see a paycheck until after the third year. Not good for someone established in ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Now, some of you may say, hey what have you got to lose when you've got nothing to lose. Yeah, ok, I get it- but the problem again lies in the fact that I don't want to be homeless at 27. May be for some people, but not this chick.
I just really don't know what I am doing right now. AND I want to be able to enjoy this new living situation with Chuckie. The money is great, but the atmosphere BLOWS. Why is that always the case? I need some cheering up, my gals and pals....can you all please tell me you funniest moment on the job? Thanks
So, I think I might need to go to counseling or some shit like that....I just feel like I am spinning my wheels with this new job, I need some help with my general direction. I need to get off of the neverending turnpike one travels when one has no degree, or specific specialty. I WANT to write, but AM I good writer....well, like music, that is subjective, I suppose. Whatever, all I know is, I see the place I am working at as a good oppertunity for some one who, say, oh I don't know, is a little masachistic!?!?!? They are EXTREMELY unorganized and any help that you may try to throw into the loop gets shot down like plump fowl. It's crazy, it's like they almost wait, poke and prod, just to make you feel like shit- "Come on, give us more, give us something to feed off of, givve us another juicey piece of yourself, c'mon, waters warm, we promise...". I have like all these great ideas, shooting like little sparks off of my deep engrained entrepernual (sp?- yeah, I just don't care tonight, grammar nazi's got the night off, i guess...) spirit. Like, for instance, I was thinking of opening a bar, lots of good ideas for this one. Numero uno problem being, I need to be able to sustain myself, and, like with most first time business owners, it's projected I wouldn't see a paycheck until after the third year. Not good for someone established in ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. Now, some of you may say, hey what have you got to lose when you've got nothing to lose. Yeah, ok, I get it- but the problem again lies in the fact that I don't want to be homeless at 27. May be for some people, but not this chick.
I just really don't know what I am doing right now. AND I want to be able to enjoy this new living situation with Chuckie. The money is great, but the atmosphere BLOWS. Why is that always the case? I need some cheering up, my gals and pals....can you all please tell me you funniest moment on the job? Thanks
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Hows your saing for London trip goin???