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I DON'T HAVE A HOBBY! I DON'T HAVE A FREAKIN' HOBBY!

After reading THIS article, it just made me realize I don't have one thing that I am supre passionate about, at the mo. I mean, sure, I hop on here and lately because I am plopped in frount of a computer all day, I have been able to update more, bash on celebrities' outrageous behavior and what not. But, all in all, I have nothing. I read about all of these people being passionately aware of some online mag that focuses on modern tech, and the toys it produces. I am not into that, for some reason I cannot wrap my brain around the new ipod's and cell phones and lap tops. I don't play any instruments. Hell, I'm not even in school at the moment, and I am still flustered when I even try to think about a major. So lost, so so lost....

In other news- well, there's not much to report these days. Same ol' same ol'....Chuck and I are great, really really great and coming closer to making a desicion about where we want to live, which is cool. I think once I get into a place and start decorating, I'll feel driven again. At the moment, it doesn't feel as though I am motivated enough to try ANYTHING new. In fact, last week, I was attempting to teach myself some new design software, and after becoming increasingly aggitated, just stared at my half done kitchen for fifteen minutes before closing up shop. I feel like I need to do something new, different, fresh.....