Hey everyone!
Having applied as a hopeful was already a big accomplishment for me. I've always struggled a lot with my self-image (and I still do but being here helps me improve this every day).
I first knew about SuicideGirls a few years ago and I was amazed! But at that time I thought it was not for me. I had my own prejudices with nude modeling back then and my former partners over the years always discouraged me that I wasn't enough to be here.
I'm very happy that I split with those people and could see that SG could be for me too. For all girls. It's celebrating beauty after all! It was actually my first full nude modeling experience. And I loved it.
I loved when my account became active that I could see it all. It was like I could finally feel like I belonged somewhere.
The beauty celebration was awesome, but the community aspect of SG was the best part, along with the friends I've made. This has definitely made me want to stay!