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ANNOUNCEMENT: WARNING, WARNING....for some reason my pics i posted to go along with this journal entry are INVISIBLE TO YOU.....spooky. So it might be a bit hard to follow and confusing, the photos are necessary for story-telling purposes....

SO I HAVE PUT THEM DOWN THERE A BIT IN A COMMENT BOX!!!!

LOL....

PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU CAN SEE THEM OR NOT????

I think i'm paranoid..................

HELLO EVERYONE, i'm so sorry that i havn't replied to your comments and read your journal entries : things have been full-on....

i have missed not talking to you all so much.

so it is time for an update, and there will be photos, but i don't know how to use spoilers?? can someone please help me??

ok, so i went to newcastle for halloween, what a weekend, a guy who i talk to on the net, but had never met, invited me to a goth/metal/industrial halloween party. He is in 1 of the bands that played, requiem of the damned....REQUIEM OF THE DAMNED

so my x bf really wanted to go as well, how strange is that?? anyway so we set off for the weekend, going to meet my friends there, and his.

this is the x



the car ride was interesting, trying to make conversation, not talking about the past or start any arguments, we are TRYING to be friends. we arrived in newcastle on sat about lunchtime and went to the pub where we were staying. I had made bookings......


however when we arrived they had got it wrong, instead of 2 rooms, they only had 1 room. DAMN!! so i thought oh well, there will be 2 beds....no, i was wrong, tiny, little, squishy pub bedroom with a double bed. HMMMM.

what can i do? nothing. BTW the pub had a lovely aroma of stale vomit as you went up the stairs and then the beautiful smell of blended vintage urine....superb!!

anyway i thought well we won't be in the room much, except to sleep for a couple of hours, so that's ok.

so i called my bestest, most gorgeous girl in the world and we went to meet her for lunch.






i miss her so much, she is a fashion designer as well, with her own shop in Sydney, so she is always busy. Hadn't seen each other for 1 year. She is just so adorable and i love her.
She had met my x b4 and she bought along another friend from sydney. She understood the unusual situation, and she made me smile again. We had a great time, laughing and catching up, and her other friend is so cool, so funny and full of life.

when the x went for a cigarette i told her how he had always had a thing for her, that made her giggle. LOL...

but it's true!!

so after lunch we had to do do the girlie thing and go shopping, or at lease look in the shops. He came alomg, he didn't mind, as he used to live in Newcastle for quite a while he knows his way around. I REALLY wanted to get my nipple pierced, but unfortunately i didn't have enough money, but soon!!





after a bit of retail therapy we went back to the pub to get ready for that night.
the pub was full of ladies of the nights, drag queens and a few gay guys who invited us out to party with them really funny.

so while i was drinking vodka, talking on the mob and trying to get all dolled up, the x and his friends met up downstairs for a drink. The bathroom had no mirrors, nor did the room, so it was a bit tricky to put on make up and do my hair.....i did my best. and drank more vodka. black ice is like a love potion in a little bottle.

the girls arrived and we started chatting and looking at all the cool costumes that people were in, as it was a fancy dress themed party.



there we are....

so miss m drank bloody mary's, i drank black ice and miss a drank vodka's. It was so much fun. Then i spotted the guy from the net that i have been talking to, we use a webcam of course. so i went over and tapped him on the shoulder and said hey!! he knew it was me straightaway.

he was super nervous cause it was their 1st live gig since forming the band, we talked for a bit, but i could tell he was hell nervous, anyway they were going on stage soon.

the 4 bands that played were all very metal type bands, not really my thing, but new experiences are always cool. VERY LOUD AND SOMETIMES COMPLETELY HARD TO UNDERSTAND AT ALL!! LOL....

so, yes, i got quite drunk, the girls had to leave early cause miss m had a migraine. So at about 11.30 it was just my x and i, although i had met lots of people....

that love potion was really getting to me....
at about 1am we decided to go get a pie at harry's, that was so what i needed....food!! we had had a little bit of indian food for dinner in Darby street and that was so yummy too.

when we walked in to the indian place everyone stopped and started to stare at me! the girls working there apologized and said that they had NEVER seen anyone like me. shucks....LOL



I had on a long black beautiful skirt, big black and white platform boots, a quite plunging blue lace top and a gorgeous blue pvc corset over the top. pink fringe, and my hair up in 2 bunches like mickey mouse with flowers in it everwhere, like a garden!!
back to the story, so about 1am or 2am we went back to the party, lots of gorgeous people, everwhere. i need to get out more????

anyway, decided it was best to try and get some sleep cause i had to get up early and get back home for work on sunday night.

*ominous music in the background*

up to the room, i was just a bit intoxicated and wanted to get into bed, so in bed, trying to fall asleep, when "oh my goodness my x is getting amourous with me", hmmmm, strange, he hadn't drank any alcohol ....but lots of hyper drinks, like red bull.

"what to do??" i'll leave that to your imagination. maybe we did, maybe we didn't....

ok so alarm clock on phone goes off at 9am, hardly any sleep, i need water, lots of water. NO WAY AM I HAVING A SHOWER IN THE BATHROOM AT THE PUB....
so get dressed really quickly and pack up our stuff, to go meet the girls for breakfast.




now this is hillarious, we sit don at a table, my x, miss m, miss a and i. miss a immediately needs an expresso and a coke....LOL....i just need food and lots of water. PROTEIN!!....NOW!!!!

so we are chatting away and who happens to appear, a girl called " leonise ", name changed for privacy reasons.... she just happens to love my x and always has. they had arranged to meet....how lovely....

so her and her friend and my x go and sit at another table for breakfast, ????, all the better for us to gossip, so it was completely ironic, cause i am sitting there showing the girls photos of my friend "ZED" that i had took about 5 days b4, and "zed" is "LEONISE'S" x bf. the world is so strange. I really like "ZED" i think he is gorgeous....

you can see him in my last blog post.....

BIZARRE!!, but so funny....

soon, we had to say our goodbyes and back in the car to come home again...

the drive was actually really good, we talked and laughed and it didn't feel akward anymore.Alas he was driving my car and got a speeding ticket....

he did say in the car that i was right in dumping him cause he was a loser, and why would i want to be with him?? psychology? reverse psychology?? who knows??

SO MANY OTHER THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPING SINCE THEN.

my x bf is in the process of moving to Sydney, he has a lease on a warehouse, starting up a recording studio and artist's network, i'm thinking of putting on a burlesque show there. how cool will that be. It's in Surry Hills.

and i'll invite all of u along....

been out with "zed" a few times, we went and saw an inconvienent truth at the movies and to an art exhibition, opening night last week. That was lots of fun. HE MAKES ME LAUGH!! SO MUCH!!

funny story #75 : ok, so "zed" and i arrive at the art exhibition, 1st person i see is my x, he is the entertainment, slide guitar, harmonica, singing, etc....i think he was REALLY surprised to c me with someone else. it was ok, we had a good time...great art, heaps of people i know and havn't seen for ages, like my 3rd grade teacher, she is too cool. I went to a catholic school, and she used to wear no shoes and put her feet up on the desk and smoke cigars!! THAT IS TRUE!!

She hasn't changed, totally wicked still!! lots of great people. When we were leaving, "ZED" and i walked out to the carpark, as we each took our own cars, said goodbye, etc, my x followed us out there.

"ZED" left and my x came over to my car, lent down, kissed me on the cheek and said "you look so beautiful 2nite".......okies??

And the last night my mobile rang at 2am and it was him, from sydney, he just wanted to chat....strange situation.

Last week I had a proper professional photographer here for 2 days, he took so many different photos, i had such a good time, really fun, exciting, scary, cold, weird, but really COOL!!

here are some of the pics, edited in PS by me













beau at eromantica

photos copyright 2006 eromantica

and heaps more, at the beach at 5am, at the beach at about 11pm under the full moon, in the water like a mermaid, at an outdoor cathedral, check out my pics and folders....ok now that i've bored you to tears, i shall go....