Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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So 2005 is here. I kind of miss the whole Bang of 2000, but it's still nice. I decided to do away with new year resolutions and continue on the path I am already taking. I figure bad things happen regardless of how many efforts you put toward being perfect. So instead I am going to be me and do all the me type of things that I do and hope for the best. There are a lot of things I hope to accomplish this year, but the what I wish for most is that I can just be there for the people that need me and to be nice, because that is truly what I want to be. Also I want to work more on calming down and taking deep breathes before I let myself get upset about things. I want to be more easy going without having to turn my emotions off to accomplish that. When I can do that, all will be more bearable.


This year, I won't focus on changing things about myself. This year I want to help other people and make them smile instead of worrying about why no one can make me smile.

Oh, this year will be lovely.


kiss
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desmodius:
she made me feel insignificant, what it allboiled down to was she said that she just wanted to be my freind, and i did not want that. and if you have ever been in a freindship with a member of the opposite sex and one of you wants freindship and the other doesn't. it always ends very, very badly. so i decided to take the initiative and just let her know that if freindship was all that she wanted, then i was not going to be her freind... i know. it sounds like an asshole thing to do, and i don't do this to everyone, i have women that are just freinds. more so then men actually. it's just that i saw what happens to guys in situations like that and i didn't want that to happen to me. it just makes them feel worthless and insignificant and crappy... i hope that i explained myself right...after seeing some of your pics i cannot imagine a guy telling you that they just wanna be freinds. you are too insanely hot for that... it's hard to know the feeling unless your at the recieving end of the freind speech... it isn't a fun thing to hear... ten to one it means that the woman thinks that you are beneath them or not worth dating...
that's what i get from it anyway... hope your smiling...
carpe noctum, or a bag of chips. whichever is either...
blinding3rdeye:
I know it was confusing, but you will understand soon. trust me. smile love ya

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