Dance skills test complete. oOoh it tastes so fine.
Ballerinas are so beautiful in all their grace.
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Sanctuary has left this place.
Last week I sent out a couple of cards to my family. I thought I would send sweet little nothings to my sister and niece to let them know that I am thinking about them and I sent a card full of thanks for the unconditional support my parents have been giving me since I have been here. My mom has been going out of her way weekly to randomly put money in my account and mail me. I think it is really sweet. I guess it took a lot of maturing on both out parts to form this new relationship. I am excited and ready for this. I have stopped snapping at her over minute details and she has stopped nagging me. Finally.
I also sent a card to my mother's best friend, Marsha, who was recently diagnosed with cancer (colon) just like every other person in the population of the world. It's truly tragic how many people are being diagnose with cancer. It must be something in the air we breath and the water we drink. There has to be catch.
Marsha hasn't told her boys yet. Kevin is a year older than me and Devon is a year older than my sister, so we were all pretty close for a long time. I am scared to see how they will react; they are both such momma's boys and I know that they couldn't handle this. Even so, I think that they deserve to know. Devon is across the world doing something in the marines and she is afraid to tell him because she doesn't want him worrying about her while he is under such a high level of stress and everything. She is my sister's godmother so I know that my sister is taking this especially hard.
It really hurts to see someone going through this and it hurts even more watching my parents getting older. It's almost like I expect them to get cancer just because it is so fucking common. Who knows, my number could be pulled next.
I hate cancer.
Ballerinas are so beautiful in all their grace.
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Sanctuary has left this place.
Last week I sent out a couple of cards to my family. I thought I would send sweet little nothings to my sister and niece to let them know that I am thinking about them and I sent a card full of thanks for the unconditional support my parents have been giving me since I have been here. My mom has been going out of her way weekly to randomly put money in my account and mail me. I think it is really sweet. I guess it took a lot of maturing on both out parts to form this new relationship. I am excited and ready for this. I have stopped snapping at her over minute details and she has stopped nagging me. Finally.
I also sent a card to my mother's best friend, Marsha, who was recently diagnosed with cancer (colon) just like every other person in the population of the world. It's truly tragic how many people are being diagnose with cancer. It must be something in the air we breath and the water we drink. There has to be catch.
Marsha hasn't told her boys yet. Kevin is a year older than me and Devon is a year older than my sister, so we were all pretty close for a long time. I am scared to see how they will react; they are both such momma's boys and I know that they couldn't handle this. Even so, I think that they deserve to know. Devon is across the world doing something in the marines and she is afraid to tell him because she doesn't want him worrying about her while he is under such a high level of stress and everything. She is my sister's godmother so I know that my sister is taking this especially hard.
It really hurts to see someone going through this and it hurts even more watching my parents getting older. It's almost like I expect them to get cancer just because it is so fucking common. Who knows, my number could be pulled next.
I hate cancer.
It is nice when the nagging stops. Your relationship may become very strong with your mother now... Damn, I feel like I am writing in one of those astrology things......
Mine did anyhow......
TJB