ok so where to start???
im just gonna put it in bullet points cos my eloquence seems to have gone out the window recently
>well as i said i dyed my hair blonde and yes it did go slightly strange colours, but its all sorted now. i would upload pics for u all except for the fact that ive no net at the moment n i dont think the uni would appreciate me uploading pics onto their compooters
but soon i promise 
> well im back in the vaterland(germania) and to be honest im not particularly impressed, i think i kinda shot myself in the foot by spending my entire 2 months at home, i was the closest ive ever been to quitting yesterday and as ridiculous as it seems the only reason im not packing right now is cos if i leave here ive failed uni and im terrified bout what i would do then, wit no college which is silly cos uni isnt the end of the world but the future scares the shit out of me anyway and i kinda think that my being a student is one last grasp at being able to reject acting like an adult
> but the way i deal wit things that idont like is that i give myself a distraction, and i know i know its kinda running away from the problem and in this specific case i really am running away fom the problem cos this weekend im going over to london and will be staying wit hurricane_deb and were gonna be going to the sguk meet on sat nite too, im quite looking forward to that cos i really love london n plus ive so many good things bout these meets that i wanna experience one for myself and then last but not least im quite looking forward to seein deb, we really seem to get along and apparently her and poncho seem to know all the same people (dublin is a postage stamp!!) so it should be a good laugh
and then the next weekend after that im gonna be goin to copenhagen and malmo for the weekend to visit my cousin and people i used to work with, so really its not as if ill really be here in germany at all over the next few weeks!! ahh but itll be fun anyway 
im sorrx bout the massive big update but im lacking the net at the moment in my flat n so am trying to get my fix while in one of the computer rooms in uni 
im just gonna put it in bullet points cos my eloquence seems to have gone out the window recently
>well as i said i dyed my hair blonde and yes it did go slightly strange colours, but its all sorted now. i would upload pics for u all except for the fact that ive no net at the moment n i dont think the uni would appreciate me uploading pics onto their compooters
but soon i promise
> well im back in the vaterland(germania) and to be honest im not particularly impressed, i think i kinda shot myself in the foot by spending my entire 2 months at home, i was the closest ive ever been to quitting yesterday and as ridiculous as it seems the only reason im not packing right now is cos if i leave here ive failed uni and im terrified bout what i would do then, wit no college which is silly cos uni isnt the end of the world but the future scares the shit out of me anyway and i kinda think that my being a student is one last grasp at being able to reject acting like an adult
> but the way i deal wit things that idont like is that i give myself a distraction, and i know i know its kinda running away from the problem and in this specific case i really am running away fom the problem cos this weekend im going over to london and will be staying wit hurricane_deb and were gonna be going to the sguk meet on sat nite too, im quite looking forward to that cos i really love london n plus ive so many good things bout these meets that i wanna experience one for myself and then last but not least im quite looking forward to seein deb, we really seem to get along and apparently her and poncho seem to know all the same people (dublin is a postage stamp!!) so it should be a good laugh
and then the next weekend after that im gonna be goin to copenhagen and malmo for the weekend to visit my cousin and people i used to work with, so really its not as if ill really be here in germany at all over the next few weeks!! ahh but itll be fun anyway
im sorrx bout the massive big update but im lacking the net at the moment in my flat n so am trying to get my fix while in one of the computer rooms in uni
how long have you got left in uni?
>youre more than strong enough to stay there
>youre wronnnng, london is evil! evil!!!!!!!
xxx