So it is amazing how things can go to shit
real fast and all at once
but this is how feel it is direct towards people i once cared about
but not so much anymore
Sitting and wondering
where, when, who is it going to be
Sitting and wondering
is she the one
Sitting and wondering
if she will be with me
Sitting and wondering
why the fuck is it like this
Sitting and wondering
if this golden rose isn't
what seems to be
Sitting and wondering
why i feel so numb and not at home
Sitting and wondering
if i should leave and find what i want
Sitting and wondering
if this shit is worth it
Sitting and wondering
what i should do
Im lost.............
Sitting and wondering
once again but for the last time to
move on