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I do declare: I have one more year left in this hell hole. I shall focus on the one mistress that won't let me down
that is clay.

I do declare: I am over whelmed with thoughts of love, of art; of Cherie; of victims of rape, murder, hate because who, what you are.............. I feel helpless on what I can do ...pick up the way of the artist or the way of the fighter..... which are one in the same I guess.... In this nicotine and drunken haze I sit... sweating, thinking.

does declare: My computer took a shit so I've working out of a mobile.....
But my summer has been bitter sweet.... Got attached to a wonderful lady only to have her
leave me...teaches ya never let anybody in.... until you know you are ready........ but I had great time with her and we are still friends..... SG wall mural failed again.......... But I recieved a...
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Day 105: Had another bad dream....
Made me remember how bad I used to be.....
The self loathing is high tonight and shall be for awhile

Day 104: Currently writing my artist statement for my Sexual assault installation next week.......
What I need to get done: Print 4'X4' paper with print on it, artist statement

I also restart my SG mural......
Pictures up sooooooooon

Day 101: It was my friend Katie's bday went TO Madtown
walk state street, ate amazing Indian food, bought incenses,
ate cupcakes, and saw the Llamas.... Gooood day

Day 98:
Woke up at 3 am to a bad dream..... I can't
shake it every time i close my eyes it comes back. I don't know what I'm going to do
I can't the thought of losing a friend, one especially as amazing her...... I guess I'm going to
the studio for the rest the day

Day 96: Doing some reading in prep for my sexual assault awareness installation.........and its rough

Day 88: I'm off to Florida for NCECA I"M STOKED!!!! Ceramic art and warm weather

Day 87: I do say I feel so alone
in a room packed with 7 people

Day 70:
So due to the inconsiderate bastards who decided to use the garage door instead of the
front door and blew the plastic off my ceramic mural and left it and ruined it; do me a favor and go fucking die.
Now I have to wait to start over because I won't be able to work on it until I get back from NCECA....
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