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Yes, basement renos are very expensive but worth it in the end especially in our city.
Why he is in my life.... there are a few reasons. Some I will say, some I will not here. Perhaps in person.
I love him and when I finally fall in love with someone I certainly mean it. I'm learning to not let it be at the expense of myself. I also have let go of my expectations for him. If he needs to see me and I'm available sure. If not, fine. I have no expectations. His behavior is old and I no longer deal with it and therefore his place in our lives is vague. Perhaps I allow that little bit out of love and pure kindness. I am one of the few people he knows who does not have an addiction.
I have let go.

Every moment I spend with the dood is pure treasure...good and bad!

Sounds like you are busy with projects too!