Ok. Done with yesterday's drama. I hate drama. I love intensity but I hate drama.
So....lets move on.
I am watching my sister's kids tomorrow so she and her hubby can go watch the ball game. He says that my moving out here was great for their marriage. They have 3 kids and don't feel comfortable asking other to watch them...guilty because it's more than...
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So....lets move on.
I am watching my sister's kids tomorrow so she and her hubby can go watch the ball game. He says that my moving out here was great for their marriage. They have 3 kids and don't feel comfortable asking other to watch them...guilty because it's more than...
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A vent...sorry you had to listen...
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Background: Just started seeing new boy a few weeks ago. It was fabulous. It was easy. It also turns out that he met someone else at the time as me. And it turns out that I don't casually date anymore and don't like to share. He couldn't seem to make a decision...he likes her drama, her emotional unavailabiliy....
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Background: Just started seeing new boy a few weeks ago. It was fabulous. It was easy. It also turns out that he met someone else at the time as me. And it turns out that I don't casually date anymore and don't like to share. He couldn't seem to make a decision...he likes her drama, her emotional unavailabiliy....
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cerebro:
hopefully u wont become a jaded mess over this, a bit like myself. but then again, u probably wont.
sorry about the way you are feeling, hope there is release soon.
sorry about the way you are feeling, hope there is release soon.
cerebro:
hopefully u wont become a jaded mess over this, a bit like myself. but then again, u probably wont.
sorry about the way you are feeling, hope there is release soon.
sorry about the way you are feeling, hope there is release soon.
I don't want someone to be with me...simply because the other person didn't want them.
cerebro:
i find i am second choice a lot of the time myself. Ive gotten used to it but i would never wish it on anyone else, the way u write u sound a lot like i could relate to you (in a 25 male half arab living in australia kind of way)
I hope whatever it is u find some sense of right in whoever this person is. And if not, that ur journey down whatever path you choose brings u closer to the thing we all seem to want more then anything... that one special person..
fuck i hate sounding like a hallmark card.
FUCKING STAB HIM(@!^$O!@Y$(*@!#Y$
meh... didnt work...
I hope whatever it is u find some sense of right in whoever this person is. And if not, that ur journey down whatever path you choose brings u closer to the thing we all seem to want more then anything... that one special person..
fuck i hate sounding like a hallmark card.
FUCKING STAB HIM(@!^$O!@Y$(*@!#Y$
meh... didnt work...
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donnybrooks:
Bukowski huh. I used to be an exterminator in college and climb under houses with brown recluse spiders everywhere and a little oxycodone to spice it all up. Many years ago.
Harold and Maude actually made me like Cat Stevens. What a sweet and funny movie.
Harold and Maude actually made me like Cat Stevens. What a sweet and funny movie.
aidian:
I enjoyed chatting with you as well 
I'm going to get a wrist tat, involving a celtic knot.. hehe..I can't wait.. *bounces about* less then a week to go!!
Love the pics of gay ole paris
I'm going to get a wrist tat, involving a celtic knot.. hehe..I can't wait.. *bounces about* less then a week to go!!
Love the pics of gay ole paris
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hinder:
where are the moons of yesteryear?
cmaxwell:
you do,
and it did.
and it did.
What I need:
I need a person that I could be totally myself with. That will accept everything about me. That I don't have to pretend with ...or temper any part of myself. Where I could be geeky, giggly, annoyed with the world, saucy, racy, stupidly happy, dark, leather appreciating, girly skirt wearing, intense, and everything else that I am.
I would love to be...
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I need a person that I could be totally myself with. That will accept everything about me. That I don't have to pretend with ...or temper any part of myself. Where I could be geeky, giggly, annoyed with the world, saucy, racy, stupidly happy, dark, leather appreciating, girly skirt wearing, intense, and everything else that I am.
I would love to be...
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thedvsmonkey:
Hell, bring him along. I've got plenty of room and a bunch of flicks. 
mikefool:
I drink scotch!! well, now I will. Ok I would love to hit on you and say all kinds of fun things but I must skip that for now. Why you ask? Because you like Dr. Who. I damn near got all teary eyed.
I started this thread on the Agnostic Group board but I thought I would share it here as well.
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When did you know you were agnostic?
I was 21 and had spent years trying to fit myself into some religion. I realized I wasn't really a christian when I was 16 so went in pursuit of another. I thought one had to believe SOMETHING....but...
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When did you know you were agnostic?
I was 21 and had spent years trying to fit myself into some religion. I realized I wasn't really a christian when I was 16 so went in pursuit of another. I thought one had to believe SOMETHING....but...
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thorr74:
thanks!!!
by the way, do whatever you damn well please regarding becoming a tattoo artists!!
don't listen to the nay sayers
(EDITED- to say....ummmm...you're profile pic.......*whispers* they're starin' at me
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by the way, do whatever you damn well please regarding becoming a tattoo artists!!
don't listen to the nay sayers
(EDITED- to say....ummmm...you're profile pic.......*whispers* they're starin' at me
[Edited on Aug 08, 2005 8:05AM]
james:
No hes actually not a member but ill tell him all the same!
thanks!
thanks!
Wow...what a day. Do you ever have one of those days where this incredible tension builds up in your body...a type of dread but you don't know why? I almost felt like my skin was going to pull apart from my body. It made me moody, on the brink of tears, angry, sad, and kinda lonely. I almost felt like I was going to throw...
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pananarama:
Did, cock tease!
pananarama:
yeah but there are a special few who are proficient in cock teasery, no face shot, no full boobie shots, no hoochi coochie, not that I'm complaining, but Wholly Blue Balls bat man..... 
Another item from this last weekend....my boy showed me a scrap book about his great uncle who was a pilot in WWII. He made it all the way through the war...but died during a test piloting run in England after.
The book is HUGE. It is a collection of all letters written by and about his uncle regarding the war. It starts with his call...
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The book is HUGE. It is a collection of all letters written by and about his uncle regarding the war. It starts with his call...
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gogobongo:
wow can you scan it? My stepfather's dad was a pilot and was flyig a B-52 I think. He was flying right next to the Memphis Belle when his plane was shot down. He might really like seeing it.
mngddss:
Thank you so much!
That book sounds really cool and personal.
That book sounds really cool and personal.
Went to go see Toulouse-Lautrec exhibit yesterday. It was lovely! They had huge posters and paintings of dancing girls and odd characters. I love the way he really brings you into the moment. I love the bold color strokes and the line quality. http://www.artic.edu/aic/exhibitions/toulouse_lautrec/themes.html
Spent the night with my boy after. I just love being next to him. We don't even have to be doing...
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Spent the night with my boy after. I just love being next to him. We don't even have to be doing...
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kreatinkaos:
That must have been an interesting exhibit
cmaxwell:
You can always shut out as much of the world as you want, or let it in. That's not a problem.
I wish i had seen the Moulin Rouge in T-L's day, but even seeing it a year ago was fascinating, if a little bizarre.
I wish i had seen the Moulin Rouge in T-L's day, but even seeing it a year ago was fascinating, if a little bizarre.
1.35 am...barely a Gem. Well, you're in regardless! I was born in Georgia, raised in Texas, moved back to Ga. when I was 15.
I read your journal entries...so sorry for the recent heartache...
And yeah, I did kinda enjoy myself. My first couple of photos sets were a bit stiff looking coz I wasn't at all comfortable with myself, but I'm starting to look to the bright side a bit more!!