roxymoron

Wow...what a day. Do you ever have one of those days where this incredible tension builds up in your body...a type of dread but you don't know why? I almost felt like my skin was going to pull apart from my body. It made me moody, on the brink of tears, angry, sad, and kinda lonely. I almost felt like I was going to throw up...but without the actual stomach pain. I sent an email to my boy....telling him I needed reasurance and to tell me that everything is ok(I am not usually that kinda girl)...he returned a very simple answer, signed it with a nickname I have for him...and somehow everything seemed better. I got in the shower and cried a bit and now I feel like a new person. hmm...maybe just a female time of the month thing but it made for a real shit day. ....all better now though...I think I'll have a fudgesicle